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Sunday, March 20, 2016

Vestigial Surreality: 15: The Little Girl

The Sunday SciFi Fantasy Serial, Free Online Fiction, Mystery, Ancestor Simulation, Digital World, Data is Data
Part 2: Curiouser and Curiouser
episode FIFTEEN
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The Little Girl.

The little girl strolls along the street, stopping before windows, cupping her hands around her eyes and leaning against the glass storefronts. Occasionally, she checks the small pink watch on her wrist, and she smiles. A woman passing her, in a bright sunny dress, all expanded skirt and tight crenellated waist, puffed sleeves and high collar, smiles at the little girl, and pauses.
“Where are your parents, Dear?” the woman asks, pleasantly.
“Oh, you know, Dada is Dada,” the little girl says, giggling.
The woman smiles at her, and then tilts her head slightly, beginning to frown. She is about to say something else when the little girl skips away, trailing a white-gloved hand along the buildings, her fingers slipping in and out over the red bricks and green-blue grout. The woman follows the charming little girl, but only with her gaze, and her frown upends into a smile, as she shakes her head and continues the other way, the little girl slipping from her mind, a playful foal. The woman smiles at a very handsome man, who tips his fedora hat and grins. The woman turns to follow the man with a wistful glance, and she touches the large mound of curls at her head, wishing she had spritzed herself with Fer de Lance instead of Moonglow before leaving her cottage.
The little girl skips across the sidewalk rectangles, always careful to miss the cracks between the slabs of concrete, to the corner lift and waits for the blue doors to rise and then slide apart. She puts her head far back, watching for the lift, and sees it very high above, a dark smudge in the sky. Her very blonde hair dangles prettily down her back, in cascades of golden curls. She checks her pink watch and smiles. Glancing down the street, she notices a big Irish cop strolling in his crisp navy blue greatcoat, brass buttons glinting in the sunlight, swinging his nightstick from a sausage-thick finger. The beefy red-faced man is whistling merrily, and the girl catches the tune, Buffalo Girls.
“Aaaaaaand,” the little girl sings along, “daaaaance by the light of the moooooon!”
“Wonderful singing voice,” the very handsome man says, approaching and stopping near the little girl. He lifts his dark blue fedora to the little girl, nodding courtly, and then places his hands into the pockets of baggy suit pants.
“Thank you,” the little girl says, and smiles up at the very handsome man.
“Hey,” he says, “would you like to play a game?”
“Sure,” the little girl replies, grinning, because she adores games.
“Why don’t we pretend that I’m your daddy?” the very handsome man says, eyes twinkling. He rocks back and forth on his dark two-tone shoes. The little girl notices how tightly the shoes are laced, and wonders how the very handsome man is able to pull the thick black laces so tightly.
“This fine policeman strolling toward us is a very good friend of mine,” the very handsome man says, nodding in the direction of the whistling officer. “Let’s tell him that I’m taking you on an adventure, and that I’m going to buy you real ice cream on the platform above.”
“Oh, I have money,” the little girl says, showing the man the little clasp purse on her wrist. She is very proud of the pink leather purse, and inside the purse she has two whole dollars, one a folded green bill, and the remainder in a variety of coins; two dimes, three nickels, five pennies, and two quarters.
“Your money is no good here,” the very handsome man laughs, “in this fine establishment, everything is on the house, for a princess like you. You pick whatever you like from the menu, and I’m buying. Nothing is too good for my little girl.”
“Oh, I’m not a princess,” the little girl giggles. “I like to pretend sometimes, but I know I’m not. The Shaannii assures me that I had best focus on the facts; with the Shaannii, it is always the facts, nothing but the facts.”
“Well, to me,” the very handsome man chuckles, “your proud Daddy, you are the most wonderful princess to ever don glass slippers!”
The little girl frowns. She does not think that glass slippers sound very comfortable, but she understands his reference. Cinderella lost a slipper running down the steps at midnight. She glances down at her own pink sandals, and wishes for heels, but she is still too young to be wearing heels, at least that is what the Shaannii says. But the very handsome man using the phrase don glass slippers—such an old-fashioned expression—perhaps this friendly man should not be trusted, not quite completely, despite being so very handsome. Handsome is as handsome does. The little girl often imagines having a father, and she enjoys imagining him looking much like this very handsome man. For now, she will continue his little game. But she is watching him.
A low beeping tone sounds, and the blue walls of the lift cube rise from the concrete, and the lift drops like a rock from the sky, producing a loud whistling noise.
“Top of the mornin’,” says the Irish policeman, nearing the lift cube, pushing his nightstick into the broad belt at his waist. “And how is our young lady, my pretty little Buffalo gal?”
The little girl giggles, understanding that the policeman is not calling her a girl from Buffalo, a city of Old New York, but is merely referring to the lyrics of the song he has been whistling. She is charmed by the red-faced man, who is smiling at her with twinkling blue eyes, and she returns his smile, and for some reason, she feels like taking his big hand, but it is her “play daddy” that takes her hand.
“My little lady requires ice cream in the sky, and what can a father do but give his only daughter exactly what she wants?” the very handsome man says, taking a step toward the blue lift cube.
“Oh and fine, and what’s your favorite flavor?” the policeman inquires of the little girl, crouching down, his elbow blocking the very handsome man. “Meself, I loves the Rocky Road.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever had ice cream before,” the little girl says, “so I don’t have a favorite flavor, not yet, but honestly, Rocky Road doesn’t sound too pleasant, it sounds rather...earthy.”
The policeman guffaws loudly. “Oh, but it is not the sound, no, but the taste of Rocky Road; why you have marshmallows, and chunks of chocolate, and nuts, that’s the thing of it, it’s the taste,” the policeman says. “The chocolate will provide all the acne you could ever wish for! Well beyond puberty, that it will!”
The little girl, smiling at the policeman, really likes him, she likes his white hair, his crinkled blue eyes, and his big red nose, as well as his big and gruff voice, and she says, “Then it is Rocky Road for me. Marshmallows sound nice. And the chocolate, of course. But I don’t know about the acne.”
“Oh, you won’t have to worry about the acne, not for about seven or so years, I would think. And what about you, my good man? Is it Rocky Road for you, too, then?” the policeman says, pushing himself upright with a grunt, smiling at the very handsome man.
The little girl looks from the policeman to the very handsome man and back again, noticing that the policeman’s eyes are not crinkling even though he is still smiling.
“I’m more of a sherbet man, myself,” the very handsome man says.
“Sherbet!” the policeman snorts. “What is it then? Is it ice cream, or is it yogurt? Hard to trust a treat that can’t make up its own mind. A wee bit Frenchy, I think.”
The little girl adores the policeman’s lilting accent, and she giggles.
“Going on a wee adventure with your...Daddy, Darlin’?” the policeman says, not looking away from the very handsome man, and his smile seems to fade.
The little girl does not pretend to understand all the dynamics of the interchange, but she knows the lift will depart soon.
“Oh yes, my Daddy is taking me on an adventure, and he is going to buy me ice cream on the platform.”
“We have to hurry,” the very handsome man says, dodging about the policeman, “come along, Sweetheart.”
They enter the blue cube and the doors swish shut just behind them. Turning her head, the little girl catches a final glimpse of the big Irish policeman, and sees that he is talking into something in his hand.
“Wasn’t that fun?” the very handsome man says as the lift gives a tiny jolt, rocketing into the sky.
“Yes, it was lots of fun,” the little girl says, watching through the clear cube as the city grows tiny beneath their feet. “I enjoyed the whole interchange, oh so much. And I liked the Irish policeman, he was wonderful.” She imagines she can see the Irish policeman, strolling below them, twirling his baton, his white hair glimmering in the sunlight. She imagines she can see the smiling woman with the curly hair.
“Quite an adventure,” the very handsome man says.
“This gives me a very odd feeling,” the little girl says, “my tummy is funny.”
“Don’t be afraid,” the very handsome man says, giving her hand a comforting squeeze.
“Oh, no, but I’m not afraid, I understand how the lift works, but I’ve never ridden it before, and seeing the city get small makes me wonder if I’m getting big.”
“You are a very strange little girl,” the very handsome man says.
“I hope I’m not strange,” the little girl says. Looking up, she watches as the platform appears far above, seeming to grow larger and larger, looking like a steel island in the sky. She glances at her pink wristwatch. “Right on time!”
“Yes,” the very handsome man chuckles, “right on time!”
The lift fits perfectly into a cube shape at the bottom of the platform, and almost immediately the doors slide open. They walk into a busy food court where almost every kind of food is distributed by smiling attendants in a ring of clean outlets.
“What’s your name, Sweetheart?” the very handsome man says, leading the girl toward the ice cream parlor.
“My name is Manda. What is your name?” the little girl says.
“Amanda. Nice to meet you, Amanda. My name is...Charlie. But you call me Daddy, for the adventure, okay?”
“Manda,” the little girl corrects him, “and your name is Charlie, but Daddy, for the adventure.”
“Fine, Amanda. Daddy. We got that straight. Let’s keep it straight, okay.”
She frowns and checks her pink wristwatch. She is still right on time.
Only one person is in line before them and the very handsome man waves his hand before the menu, causing the projected menu to scroll through hundreds of flavors.
“So, what is it, Rocky Road, as our flat-footed friend suggests, or something more...exotic?”
The little girl scans the flashing menu, oh so many delicious-sounding flavors.
“What about your sherbet?” the little girl says.
“We can eat from the same cone,” the very handsome man says, squeezing her hand.
She winces, as he has compressed her fingers, too hard.
“Unsanitary,” the little girl says. “Germs. No, I think I will go ahead and try Rocky Road, as planned.”
The very handsome man snorts. “As planned. Fine. Rocky Road, it is.”
The person in front of them departs, hefting a crystal glass of foamy beige something, and the smiling attendant turns to them and says: “Welcome to A Million Plus One Flavors, what can I get for you two happy people?”
The girl likes the blue glassiness of the attendant, and she likes how you can just see through the young man, who is obviously represented by a happy, nondescript avatar. She understands that the real worker is probably somewhere far below, wearing a headset while playing games at a home terminal, and probably looks completely different from this generic representation.
“Two scoops of Rocky Road, the real stuff, in a waffle cone, and one avocado sherbet, on a stick,” the very handsome says.
“Ten credits, please,” the attendant says, almost immediately.
“Ten credits for ice cream, the shame of it,” the very handsome man says, finally releasing the little girl’s hand to retrieve a bulging billfold from a pocket within his suit coat.
“Avocado? Isn’t that a strange flavor for sherbet?” the little girl wonders.
“There’s nothing strange about it,” the very handsome man snaps. Then he smiles. “Avocado is a fruit, you know, just like tomato, or mango, or strawberries.”
“Technically,” the little girl says, “strawberries are not berries.”
“Had to get the know-it-all,” the very handsome man mutters, not acknowledging the little girl.
The little girl watches as he flips through a variety of cards; as the cards flick by she registers the various names, James Thuggard, Ronald Beasley, Thomas Finches, until he comes to Charles Weingart, which he selects and waves over the blue disk on the counter, then promptly returns the card to his wallet and tucks it back into his jacket. The disk pings quietly and the door near the disk swooshes open, the order displayed on crystal pedestals.
The little girl giggles, because the cone with the bulging ice cream looks wonderful.
The very handsome man takes the order and bows courtly to the little girl, offering her the cone.
“Your Ladyship,” he says, bowing as if presenting a crown to a princess.
The little girl seizes the cone and immediately begins to lick the ice cream. Oh, but the policeman was correct, this Rocky Road is wonderful, chocolatey, and there are the marshmallows, jutting out of the ice cream, and chunks of chocolate.
“What, no thank you?” the handsome man says in mock outrage.
“Thank you, so much, it’s wonderful,” the little girl says.
“Shall we take our treats up to the observation deck, M’Lady Amanda?” the very handsome man says, taking her hand and leading her away from the food court. He leads her toward the small cube lift.
“Let’s take the crystal escalator,” the little girl says. “But you know, I have told you twice, my name is Manda, not Uh-manda.”
The man sighs but adjusts their course. He allows her to step onto the first crystal step, but does not release his hold on her hand. He steps up close behind her. The escalator lifts them, cutting through the floor of the food court. It is as if they are levitating, rising through the air.
They pass through three floors where people both get on and off the escalator, there are shopping booths, lounges, as well as departure platforms for various destinations, there is taxi traffic, and hotel rooms for rent, and soon they rise into a magnificent sky, for the moment free of clouds so that the land is visible, spread out like a patchwork quilt beneath them.
“Isn’t this lovely?” the very handsome man says, leading the little girl to the wall of the crystal cube.
In bad weather, or very windy conditions, the top of the crystal cube seals, making the observation deck a sort of terrarium in the sky, but on a nice day like this, the ten-foot walls end in open sky.
“Someone who fell from this height,” the very handsome man says, thoughtfully, “well, there just wouldn’t be much left, would there?”
“That’s why the walls are so high,” the little girl says, “to keep people from falling.”
“Or jumping,” the very handsome man says. “But people do find a way, don’t they?”
“They do?” the little girl says.
“Oh yes, all the time,” the very handsome man says. “Some people jump, because they are just not happy in this world. And others are thrown because they make people unhappy.”
“What’s up with people?” the little girl says, thoughtfully, staring at the world through the crystal walls.
“What’s down with people?” the very handsome man says, chuckling.
The little girl does not reply, but stares out at the great distances, enjoying her ice cream. She enjoys working the marshmallows and nuts with her teeth, slowly extracting the bits. Rocky Road is her favorite ice cream flavor, she decides.
“Let’s sit down over here,” the very handsome man says, drawing the girl to a corner bench made of crystal. “Looks like we have the whole deck to ourselves. Isn’t this cozy?”
“I think about people, all the time,” the little girl says. “I can’t really make up my mind about them. They should be happy, and yet most people are not happy.”
“We’re happy,” the very handsome man says, “you and I, me and you, we and us. That’s what matters. You like the ice cream, and I like you.”
“Where’s your sherbet?” the little girl says.
“Guess I wasn’t very hungry,” the very handsome man says, “for sherbet.”
“Well, you’re not getting any of my Rocky Road,” the little girl says, continuing to lick her ice cream.
“That’s not very nice of you,” the very handsome man says.
“I already explained about the germs,” the little girl says, lowering her eyebrows.
“The germs, yes,” the man says. “But you know, married people don’t worry so much about germs, married people, and families, fathers and daughters?”
“You realize we are not actually related,” the little girl says, “that was all for the adventure.”
“The adventure’s not over, is it?” the man says, placing an arm about the girl’s shoulders. “You are still my princess, and I am still your Daddy. Don’t you love your Daddy?”
The little girl glances at him. Then she really looks at him. Something has changed. His nostrils are twitching, and his pupils are very large, and one side of his mouth is twitching. He seems to be breathing much louder.
“Are you feeling well?” she says.
“Feel great,” he says, patting her shoulder, “I just so enjoy spending time with you, my daughter. Why don’t you sit on my lap?”
“That won’t be necessary,” she says, turning her gaze to her ice cream, but not licking it.
“Now come on,” he says, sweeping an arm beneath her thighs, lifting her, “you have your ice cream, you love it. There’s nothing wrong with a father enjoying a little girl on his lap.”
“But you’re not really my father,” she says, squirming to get off his lap.
“Stop. It.”
She went still. He had a hand clamped on the back of her neck. It hurt.
“See those walls,” the man said, speaking quickly, “they’re not really that tall. A tall man, like me, can easily throw something over the top. Just sit still.”
He smoothed a hand over her skirt, straightening the pink folds.
“You are hurting my neck,” the little girl said.
“No, I’m not. You, moving, that’s what’s hurting your neck, little girl,” the man said. He placed his hat beside them on the bench. “Just sit still.”
“I think that perhaps you are not really a nice man,” the little girl said, sitting very still, but he did not relinquish the grip on the back of her neck.
“You have no idea,” he said, rubbing his cheek down alongside her face. “Don’t you know that little girls are not supposed to go out alone?”
He sounded like a character in a fairytale. The Big Bad Wolf.
“Yes, I know that,” the little girl said, tears filling her eyes. “I was being naughty. I snuck away.”
“And now they wonder where you could have gone,” the man whispered. “They will know. Soon enough. After.”
“You are a bad man,” she said.
“That’s what they say,” he answered, and he began to move a hand down her leg to the edge of her skirt.
“Stop,” she said, and he stopped. She climbed off his lap and looked at him. He sat frozen, one hand up as if gripping her neck, the other arm stretched out, the hand curled back, as if seeking.
“What’s happening?” the man said, but his speech was garbled, as if he could not fully move his lips and tongue.
“Please, do not speak,” the little girl said. She closed her eyes and they flicked about, moving beneath the lids, as if she were dreaming. “The Shaannii says there is no hope for someone like you. What you are doing, you have done, and will do again. You have done terrible things. And you will do terrible things.”
“Sorry,” the man whimpered, completely still, tears leaking out of his eyes.
“I am sorry,” the little girl said, opening her eyes. “What you have done to others, so let it be done to you, so let it be written, so let it be done.”
The man, not looking very handsome, slammed against the crystal wall of the observation deck, his legs sticking straight out, his eyes bulging in horror, as he slowly slid with his back against the crystal wall, up, up, and he began to scream, but he kept moving, as if lifted by an unseen escalator, up and up until he reached the top of the wall, and then he went over, and now screamed with all his being as he fell. She heard him screaming for a long time, until she could not hear the screams any longer. But the little girl was certain he would scream until the very end, in about ten seconds.
She looked sadly at the man’s dark blue fedora hat. It matched his suit so well. She turned and walked across the observation deck as people began appearing, rushing from lifts and stairwells and the escalator, rushing, rushing to see what might yet be seen, pressing their hands against the crystal walls. The little girl noticed that the ceiling had closed and now the observation deck was a sealed terrarium in the sky, and all the people were the little animals in the crystal box. Yes, the people were much more like animals than people.
The little girl walked around the circular restaurant to the far side of the observation deck, and walked directly to the lone woman who stood at the prow of the platform, looking out at the approaching clouds.
“Right on time,” the little girl said, checking her pink wristwatch.
“Hello,” the young woman said, turning from her view, smiling at the little girl, but wiping at her eyes. It seemed that she had been crying, just moments before.
“I’m Manda,” the little girl said.
The young woman paused, and then said, softly, “I’m Sandy,” and she ceremoniously shook the little girl’s proffered hand.

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Wolf remained very still, staring up, holding his black fighting stick in both hands, parallel to the ground. The great serpent had just threatened to devour him.
The serpent’s great head drew very close. It came down slowly, until its nose was inches away from his face. Only moments after their life-and-death struggle, and now here it was, the great serpent threatened to go back on its word and eat him, after everything, after all their oaths of friendship.
“Do you think I’m joking?” the serpent hissed.
“You do have a strange sense of humor,” Wolf said.
“You should see your face,” the serpent hissed, and released a bellow of air in what must pass for laughter. “Come on, admit it, Wolf, you were worried.”
“Maybe...concerned,” Wolf said, allowing himself a grin. Still, his hands did not shift on the black shillelagh.
Concerned,” the serpent hissed. “I’m surprised you did not soil yourself.”
“I actually might have done that earlier, during our wrestling match,” Wolf said.
“No, I do not think so,” the serpent hissed. “You are a stern man, strong and brave. I could not depart, not yet, because I wanted to give you one last gift.”
Wolf lifted his eyebrows.
The serpent opened its great jaws, producing its monstrous fangs, longer than his arms. On each fang was what appeared to be a ring of leather.
Wolf snapped his black stick up under his arm and reached for one of the leather strips. With a few tugs he was able to pull down one of the leather bands, and he carefully removed it without touching the tip of the fang, and without pause he did the same to the other band.
He glanced at the two bands. They were gloves, fingerless gloves. Wolf chuckled. The gloves appeared to be MMA gloves. He pulled them on over his fingers. They came down well below his wrists, fitting perfectly like gauntlets, and were made of the same scaly leather as the breeches and boots.
“I was not joking, however, about how delicious you appear to me,” the serpent hissed.
“Thank you,” Wolf said, choosing to interpret that as a compliment, flexing his fists in his new gloves. Big flexing horns covered all his knuckles. These gloves would not only protect his hands, but deliver devastating damage at any blow, and aside from all that, they just felt cool.
“Fare thee well, Pugilist Wolf,” the serpent hissed, and then it swung its hooded and horned head away and was off moving through the grasses, like a freight train seeming to take forever.
Wolf lifted his pack and opened the flap; he dug just a moment, extricating a bottle of wine.
“I could use a drink,” he said, prying the cork out of the bottle with his thumbs. He took a sip and nodded his head. Not bad, not bad at all. He took a longer swig, and then replaced the cork. He belched. He slipped the bottle back into the pack and snatched the hooded traveling cloak from the ground.
He set out walking downhill, and after a few moments, he noticed the growing chill. Evening seemed to be coming on. He slipped into his cloak and pulled the hood up over his head. In all the recent excitement, his cigar had gone out. He squeezed the tip and it once again burst into flame. He sucked the cigar until it billowed smoke, and then set out walking again, slipping the pack onto one shoulder, prodding the ground before him with his black walking stick. All in all, he didn’t feel bad. Truthfully, he felt rather excited. He chuckled. Ah come on, whom was he kidding, this was like being a kid again, on Christmas morning. He wanted to scream!
He wouldn’t be going back to that job. He wouldn’t be worrying about his bills, or his credit debt. Forget GMOs, high fructose corn syrup, car insurance, diet sodas with zero calories, lying media, flu shots, and Wi-Fi hotspots. You can keep your traffic tickets, political ads, popup adware, and online pornography. No, this was a world of vivid colors, and giant serpents, and he was alive; he had survived the crashing Armageddon of one world, and he felt more than equipped to handle anything, and so he might as well push forward and discover what this new world had to offer.
The serpent had mentioned something about a human dwelling below, and that’s what he set off for, enjoying his fantasy Cuban cigar and the pleasant evening stroll. He noticed a moon peeking over the edge of the tall mountains on his left. It looked huge, perhaps twice the size of the normal moon he was used to seeing. As he strolled, puffing on his cigar, he twirled the black shillelagh, and man, but that felt good, something completely normal to his hand, as if it were part of him. It felt too light for such a strong piece of wood, and it felt alive.
No, at least for the time being, Stacey and his world and all his problems were gone. In this new place, for however long he should be alive, in the now he was Wolf. He picked up his pace into a loping jog, hefting his stick in his left hand, his right hand steadying the pack above his hip. He glanced at the moon again, which was almost free of the mountain range, and it was truly an awesome spectacle, bloated and glowing a dim blue. Something caught his eyes from over on the right side of the far valley where a more rugged set of peaks rose high in the air, and he blinked, for it appeared to be another moon, this one tinged with green, and perhaps a eighth the size of the blue moon (probably half or less the size of his moon, in that destroyed world), and it was moving in the opposite direction; he supposed, some time tonight the two moons would meet in the sky, and one would eclipse the other. Two moons? Wasn’t that pressing things a little too far? Still, he had to remember, there were worlds with more than one moon, why shouldn’t this be one?
He loped a little faster as full night came on. For now, it was enough to head downhill. But even with two moons in the sky, he doubted he would be able to find his way safely in the dark. He gave himself another half hour to find the human dwelling. If he didn’t find the place, he’d have to make camp out here, and hopefully there were sufficient supplies inside his pack, as he had not really explored its contents as yet.
A sound above the breeze brought him to an abrupt halt. There was no misinterpreting that song of the night, it was a very loud wolf howl, and it carried on long and loud, sounding like the wind singing. The howl began low and mournful, and then rose piercing and sad, yet very beautiful. Wolf had never actually heard a real wolf howl, in the real world (or what passed for it). He had only heard the song of the wild in movies. But out here, in the wild, the song brought gooseflesh to his neck and shoulders, and he actually felt his scalp rise up as if in terror. But he felt no fear, none whatsoever.
He threw back his own head and howled into the night, putting all of himself into that howl, ripping free every pain and worry of the last couple of days, and he howled with his soul, tears leaking from his eyes, offering up the torment of losing a world, offering up the terror of birth into a new world. Then, spent, he stood, listening, puffing on his cigar.
If he expected the wolf to answer him, he was disappointed, because all was silent, save for the chorus of crickets that came alive, first like a string quartet, and then like a full symphony. But Wolf’s disappointment was only short lived, because a great shape emerged through the trees and loped across the meadows. It was the largest dog-like beast he had ever hoped to see, far larger than a Great Dane or St. Bernard.
It was a wolf, a white wolf, perhaps the size of a pony. And it was loping directly toward him.
Wolf stood with his black shillelagh in his left hand, waiting, until the great wolf came and sat on its haunches, ten feet away.
“Don’t worry,” it said, in a deep, friendly voice. “I’m not another test. Boreallis sent me. I am to be your guide, and protector. And I hope, ultimately, to be your friend.”
“I am Wolf,” Wolf the man said.
“I know. I am Wolf, as well,” Wolf the wolf said. “I enjoyed your howl.”
“Thank you. I enjoyed your howl, as well,” Wolf the man said.
“Grab onto my ruff, and run alongside me, and I will guide your feet to safe places of treading,” Wolf the wolf said.
And they ran, into the night, into the wild, Wolf and Wolf.




Sunday, February 7, 2016

Vestigial Surreality: 09: World in a Locket

The Sunday SciFi Fantasy Serial, Free Online Fiction, Mystery, Ancestor Simulation, Digital World, Data is Data
episode NINE
01 02 03 04 05 06 07
08 09 10 11 12 13 14
15 16 17 18 19 20 21
22 23 24 25 26 27 28
29 30 31 32 33 34 35
36 37 38 39 40 41 42
43 44 45 46 47 48 49


World in a Locket.

Seven stood at the arched window and looked out at night. The last thing she wanted to see outside were pesky squirrels, or the beauty of the pines. She allowed the outer world to reflect her interior emotions, and thunder rumbled ominously, distant lightning flashes briefly illuminating the rolling clouds. It had been hours since the shattering of her crystal sandbox, although here, in her Inner Sanctum, time was difficult to gauge, and she could have been standing here quietly for days, or only a few minutes. She felt as if her life were over, and that nothing could ever repair or heal her loss.
Vestigial Surreality 9, Illustration by Harrison Christian Larsen
Illustration by Harrison Christian Larsen ©2016 - Vestigial Surreality: NINE

She called up a steaming cup of coffee and stared into the reflections in the cup. She switched it to tea. Then the mug disappeared and a glass of dark wine replaced the mug. She sighed and the glass vanished. She felt listless and hopeless, and nothing helped, nothing soothed.
Seven called up a window and checked briefly over her curriculum, but didn’t care, and closed the window.
She closed her eyes and then opened them in darkness. She was reclining and could feel electrical tingles all across her face and down along her body. She lay in the pool of darkness and allowed her equilibrium to establish itself and felt her ears pop briefly, then she thought the hatch up and it silently raised to the dim lighting of the chamber room, which seemed far too bright. She sat up and swung her legs over the side of the chamber bed. She glanced over the row of chambers and saw all progressing normally. She had briefly hoped that possibly Number Six might be up and about, but his chamber was closed and the stat monitors at the end of the of the rows flickered as usual.
She went to the bathroom and did not need to turn on the light. Her eyes were still accustomed to the dark and she could see herself plainly in the reflection of the mirror, her eyes looking too large, even huge, and then she lifted her hand before her face, palm down, and studied her hand in profile, searching for trembles. Her hand was steady, in fact too steady. She was optimized beyond full health, and even in the darkness, her hand seemed to glow with vitality.
She departed the bathroom and paused for a moment as the door to the chamber room hissed to the side, and she padded on her socked feet into the dark corridor that brought her to the common area. As usual, the small kitchen area was deserted, and the lights came on at her presence. It looked like no one had been here in quite some time, all the Voyagers were in deep submerge.
Briefly, she considered brewing a pot of coffee, but why bother, the coffee was much better inside the program, and the thought of drinking a severe, biting brew brought no comfort. What she needed was to get out, to move about in the real world, she needed fresh air, sunshine, not this stale, lifeless environment.
She went back to the chamber room and searched about in her closet. Briefly, she thought about thinking a change of clothes, all the while knowing she would have to go through the physical actions of disrobing and all the mundane aspects of pulling on fresh clothes, but right now, in the present, RL seemed very unreal, the magic of her Inner Sanctum was the norm, not out here, but she went through the actions, stripping off her sweats, kicking out of her socks. She considered taking a quick shower, but why bother, her body was cleaner now than it had ever been before in RL. It was as if a thousand mice had licked her clean. That thought made her want to take a shower, but her skin felt clean, fresh, and tingly.
She pulled on a blouse, and then a baggy sweater. Funny, but the sweater had not been this loose on her first day, when she unpacked her suitcases and hung her clothes in this closet. She snatched a pair of her favorite faded jeans, and even as she pulled them up over her hips it was obvious how much weight she was down. Not even remotely heavy when she joined the program, but by how loosely her jeans fitted she judged she had dropped at least twenty pounds. That must put her at about a hundred pounds. But she didn’t feel emaciated, only boiled down to the gristle, she was all sinew and muscle, and it felt good. She didn’t feel cold, not at all like Number Six. But she didn’t like the feel of the baggy jeans, which had been her tightest pair.
She put on fresh socks and then pulled her knee-high boots on and zipped them up. She pulled her small purse over her arm and seized a hoodie from the closet, setting the hangar rocking crazily, noisily, and then she hurried from the room, turning the opposite direction in the corridor that she usually took, and headed for the exit.
At the heavy blast door she placed her palm on the square screen and leaned her forehead against the pad, allowing a brief scan of her eyes. The door clicked and pulled back away from her. Seven barely allowed it to open before she was stepping through and hurrying down the steps that lead to the elevator.
It almost felt that she was fleeing someone as she dashed into the elevator. It felt like someone was back there, just now, at the blast door, looking through the thick round portal in the door. As the elevator door closed, she glanced up the steps to the portal, but could discern no shape in the glass.
Oh yes, she was feeling paranoid. It seemed eyes and cameras were everywhere. She jabbed at the Ground button and the numbers above the elevator door started flashing upward from LL32, she impatiently alternated her glance between the rising numbers and the dark control panel. The elevator paused and she saw that she was only up to LL13 and wondered with some fear at the panicked thought of exactly whom was about to join her in the elevator. She pressed herself against the rear wall of the small cube, swallowing hard. She wished she had quaffed some water before leaving the chamber room.
Suddenly she thought of the angry eyes of the businessman. Seven is watching. He had written that, as if she were the invader, in her own crystal sandbox. With grim certainty she knew that man, the businessman, the guy in the suit with the umbrella and briefcase, he would be standing there when the elevator door opened. And he would bring a reckoning upon her.
The elevator door swished open. Seven glanced out at a long dark corridor, only green exit lighting providing any illumination down the quiet hallway. She had absolutely no idea what went on in this building, way down here below the surface. They could be turning humans into animals or animals into humans for all she knew or cared.
Seven punched the G button again. Come on, come on. Let’s go, let’s get this show on the road, but the door remained open, inordinately long, if no one were getting in, the door should have closed by now. She heard footsteps in the corridor, but the elevator door swished shut. She sighed, exhaling loudly. Perhaps it would have been the appropriate etiquette to put her hand out and stop the door from shutting, but if there were a way to do it, she would have grabbed the door and pulled it closed that much faster. Again, the lift ascended. She found that she was shrunk in the furthest corner of the cube, and she forced herself to stand up and away from the wall. She composed herself as the numbers at the top of the door arrived at single digits, and she felt the lift decelerate.
When the door slid back, Seven paused for just an instant, looking to ensure that no one was about to enter the lift. Then she strode forth, resolute and confident, practically jogging. Her heart thudded loudly in her breast. As she approached the receptionist desk she saw the quiet woman behind the desk glance at her, but they made no eye contact. The receptionist lifted a phone to her ear and began nodding, talking softly, tilting her face away from Seven, and Seven picked up her pace as she passed the desk, feeling foolishly that they were going to stop her.
We are so sorry, but you cannot leave, for you see, we know that you were watching, we know that you observed things better unseen.
Seven pushed through two sets of glass doors and then found herself outside, in the real world.
Newbury squinted her eyes in the bright light of full day. The light felt like hot pincers squishing her eyes back into her head.
An electric tram stood at the curb and a few people were stepping up through the doorway, but Newbury wanted to walk, stretch these too-toned legs and exercise all of her muscles. What had Six said, that they could run marathons if they desired?
She switched her purse strap from around her shoulder to over her head, and turned left on the sidewalk, heading up the busy street, to what location she had not the faintest idea. Coffee crossed her mind, but even at the best café in the world the beverage would not come close to what she was accustomed to in her Inner Sanctum, but the thought of a café was good because there would be people, real people, people with all their stupidity and self-importance, all their selfishness, each individual set out on its own mission, to conquer the world, or to stagger along in zombie sameness, to steal from others, to mind the baby, catch that taxi, yes she needed people, yes, she required their meaningless presences, she needed to get lost, she needed to bury herself in the nameless crowd.
Newbury, strolling with her hoodie over her arm, forced herself to study the people on the street. She would not allow herself to think of that other place. She needed a break, a short breather.
Two mothers chatted at the corner, each standing with hip jutting, resting grocery bags on the edges of their belts, two little girls assuming similar postures near their mothers, the large pair and the small pair smiling into each other’s face, and one mother was laughing and saying something along the lines of: “But that’s just not real, you must know that, can’t you tell the difference?” And one of the little girls, in identical tones to her mother, was saying: “That’s just it, isn’t it? Dada is Dada!”
Newbury chuckled and didn’t pause at the corner, but crossed against the light. Dada is dada, that was hilarious. When the little girl was older she would say, men are men, or boys will be boys. Dada is dada. That was good. A vehicle swooshed behind her, missing her backside by inches.
She neared an outside café and considered going inside to get a little something, then maybe sit out here with all the other people. At one table, four women sat chatting, looking incredibly similar to the two mothers at the corner; possibly those two had just left this group, this little book club, but none of these women had little girls with them. Next to their table, two men sat leaning toward each other, one with an open briefcase on his knees. The one with the briefcase was saying: “…in the numbers, okay, it’s all about the ones and zeroes, you haven’t realized yet but there is no difference, it’s all just numbers, get that through your head. Data is data.”
Newbury lowered her head and hurried past the groups of people. She did not enter the café. Instead she stopped and pulled the hoodie off her arm and down over her head. It felt way too huge on her, like she was stylishly wearing her boyfriend’s clothing. Only after she started walking again did she realize she had pulled the hoodie on over her purse. Well, that was okay, probably less chance she’d get mugged like this, carrying her purse like a concealed sidearm. But now, her hands were trembling, her whole body shook.
Vividly, she thought of Jack going on about coincidence, what it meant. And even Stacey, with his ideas about coincidence, and here, out here in the real world, a little girl had said, “Dada is dada,” something a little strange and humorous, and not fifty steps across the street and a business guy says, “Data is data.”
Dada is dada. Data is data.
Mere coincidence? Come on, that was impossible. It couldn’t happen. Both phrases were unusual, but said together, this close together, what in the world?
It happened. That was the reality. But what did it mean? That was the crazy thing, it was a message that didn’t mean anything. What could something be trying to tell her? Dada is dada? Data is data?
She leaned against a storefront and looked up into the sky. Oh, but that would be too much. If she suddenly saw Saturn, any sign at all of the ringed planet, she would kill herself today, she would do it, because she couldn’t take it.
The sky was the sky. The sun was the sun. Nothing more, nothing less. No heavenly portents were present, no signs flashed in the sky. She looked up and down the street, half expecting to see a row of trotting businessmen, umbrellas at the ready, or perhaps the gymnastic team from hell, their sharp pointy black things swinging at their sides.
But all of that, all the mess, that was inside, okay, that was inside, it was inside where things were as perfect as you could imagine them. That is, until things got very weird. This here, on the street, was not there, in that other world.
They were testing her. It had to be something along those lines. They wanted to see how far they could bend her, that was it. And of course she remembered Jack and Stacey having a similar discussion, except hers was all in her own head. She closed her eyes, feeling somewhat queasy, because how much of this was inside her own head? I mean think about it, who cared if some kind of supervisors had invaded her crystal sandbox?
But it had gone far beyond that. Those six guys, they had dragged her toward a circle that formed in a brick wall, a fiery circle, full of light. That had to be the most terrifying thing she had ever experienced in her life. They were going to kidnap her, and despite her most desperate struggles, she could do nothing to impede their actions.
The homeless man! He had tried to warn her. But no, that was no warning. He in fact told her not to be afraid, he was giving her worthless reassurances, don’t be afraid, and then those bizarre…guys, what the hell was that supposed be about? They had bug eyes, no lips, flat snubs of noses, and feathers, come on feathers?
They wanted to intimidate her. They were trying to terrify her.
Okay, I surrender, I am intimidated. I am terrified. You guys win. Now what?
Thank God for Stacey, she had to admit it, he had come plowing into the bunch of them without a thought for himself. He had been so heroic! She remembered snatches of him throwing punches, ducking and weaving and punching.
She hated that. No, she hated Stacey Colton. She had always hated him. He was the black sheep, he was the loser, the bad guy in the story. And yet she remembered him putting himself in front of her and Jack, he was the wall, the protector, the barrier, even when the Martians produced weapons, Stacey was there, he was moving forward, doing his stupid, pathetic boxer shuffle, moving his feet like he was square dancing, dosey doe, turn your partner round and round, stupid, brave, heroic Stacey, what had he said?
“This is gonna hurt.”
Come on, he knew he had no chance, and yet he was trying to buy them time with his own body. She had to admit it, he was quite a lot of man. How could she hate a man like that? What was she thinking, she had never known a man like that, not truly. In any world. Any of her boyfriends would have grabbed her by the shoulders and shoved her at them, at those Martians.
And dear sweet Jack, he was there, right there, in it with her, he certainly wasn’t going anywhere, she recalled his arm about her, and the fact that he was trembling as much as she, and yet he had not run away. Yes, Jack was everything she knew him to be, as brave and loyal as she could have ever hoped or dreamed. He was just a boy, but really, what a man!
She had sat there with them, in the back of the truck, with the two unknown weirdos up front (she had not a single clue as to who or what they were or why they were there, other than what they had said, of course). She was there, in the confusion with her two guys, Jack and Stacey, and she had been so rude to them! She cringed at the thought of telling them to shut up, well, not so much Stacey, but she should have never said anything like that to her Jack.
She should have stayed with them. Newbury should have stayed with Jack and Stacey, even with the world ending. If she had known, oh if she had known, she would have stayed with them. She could have held Jack’s hand, and go ahead you guys, you do it, just bring on the apocalypse.
But what about that businessman? Mr. Odd Jobb. He was the one that pulled her into her own crystal sandbox, yes, he was the guy. Then he had fled! True, he had come back, like the very cavalry, with office workers, for goodness sake! All the cavalry armed with umbrellas. He had shouted for them to stay put. She wished she had obeyed. She wished she had remained.
She sighed and opened her eyes, staring at the sky. None of it was real. Jack was not real. Stacey was not real. The two oddities in the truck were not real. Mr. Odd Jobb and Old Ben, they couldn’t be real. She wanted to scream, out here in the real world, she wanted to scream and rant and hurl accusations at her tormentors, the tormentors from the other world, that fake world of ones and zeroes, yes, yes, the data is data, I know, Mr. Odd Jobb and Jack, they were ones and zeroes, they were data. And what really could be the difference in the ones and zeroes comprising Stacey, and those that constructed Jack?
The duped cube. She remembered now. Doubling her data. She put the duped cube in the little embroidered box in her desk. It was there now. Jack and Stacey were there now, in her desk. The world may have ended, but there was still hope.
Newbury turned and ran along the sidewalk. She had to protect them. She had to get back there and hide that cube. How she could hide the cube in that place, she did not know, but the idea filled her with hope, she remembered Jack’s delighted eyes when he said she was exactly as he pictured her, and she couldn’t know what he meant, not exactly, but they were linked, he cared for her as much as she cared for him, and heroic Stacey, that poor slob of an out-of-shape guy, a guy willing to put his body between her and those horrific creatures, she owed him too, in fact, in a way, she cared for him, too, poor Stacey, poor tragic Stacey.
She dashed by the café and did not even look at the people there, though she did hear a man call out: “Now those are some nice numbers, there!” Yes, a typical man, even though she had to admit she did feel kind of flattered, as she was not the kind of girl that men cat-called or dog-howled, she could generally walk past a construction site and draw no attention. Yes, her body certainly was optimized these days, apparent even in these baggy jeans and oversized hoodie. Even now, with everything she had been through, she felt a few bubbles of pleasure in the vicinity of her heart.
Newbury had to dance and hop from foot to foot at the corner as traffic blurred past. When the light changed she immediately leaped off the curb. The foursome of females was gone. She dashed up the steps into her building, not even glancing at the receptionist…
…and Seven beat at the elevator button until the door swooshed open, and then she was inside stabbing at the pad, placing her palm over the little window and typing in LL32, and the lift descended. She leaned against the wall and felt her heart pounding, more from her resolution than her frenzied dash on the street. Number Six was right; she could have run all day without breaking a sweat. But the inner turmoil, that was different, it popped beads of sweat out on her temples and beneath her arms.
She tensed as the lift dropped near LL13, but there was no slowing this time, and in moments she was at her floor in the deep, deep sub-basement, and within seconds she was through the security and stripping her clothes next to her chamber. She didn’t bother with hangars and folding but left her clothes in a heap in her small cubicle. She lay down in the sponge and closed her eyes.
Seven stepped down from the door at her back and crossed to her desk and snatched open the drawer. The embroidered box was there. Apprehensively, she slowly opened the box. Yes, yes, the cube was there, where it should be. She lifted it out of the box and held it up to her eyes. She could just discern the miniature details therein. Frozen. You’re safe, Stacey. She corrected herself. You’re safe, Jack.
Seven shrank the box until it was the size of a vitamin capsule. She produced a locket on a sturdy chain. The locket was indistinct, just a lump of metal. She formed it into a slim, stylized Valentine heart and then flipped it open. She placed the crystal capsule inside the heart, drew up red velvet about the crystal capsule, and closed the locket. She sighed and dropped the chain over her head, tucking the locket inside her black sweatshirt. She patted the locket between her breasts.
Then she looked to the side and screamed.
Someone was in here, inside her Inner Sanctum, seated upon her couch.
“I’m terribly sorry,” the old man said, smiling at her, “I did not mean to frighten you.” He lifted two placating hands, palms up in the universal gesture of don’t be afraid.
“What!” she cried, it was like finding a stranger inside your body with you. “What the? What?”
“I know, I know, most inappropriate of me,” the old man said, shaking his head. “But we need to have a little talk, you and I. Please?” He patted the couch beside him.