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Sunday, March 20, 2016

Vestigial Surreality: 15: The Little Girl

The Sunday SciFi Fantasy Serial, Free Online Fiction, Mystery, Ancestor Simulation, Digital World, Data is Data
Part 2: Curiouser and Curiouser
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The Little Girl.

The little girl strolls along the street, stopping before windows, cupping her hands around her eyes and leaning against the glass storefronts. Occasionally, she checks the small pink watch on her wrist, and she smiles. A woman passing her, in a bright sunny dress, all expanded skirt and tight crenellated waist, puffed sleeves and high collar, smiles at the little girl, and pauses.
“Where are your parents, Dear?” the woman asks, pleasantly.
“Oh, you know, Dada is Dada,” the little girl says, giggling.
The woman smiles at her, and then tilts her head slightly, beginning to frown. She is about to say something else when the little girl skips away, trailing a white-gloved hand along the buildings, her fingers slipping in and out over the red bricks and green-blue grout. The woman follows the charming little girl, but only with her gaze, and her frown upends into a smile, as she shakes her head and continues the other way, the little girl slipping from her mind, a playful foal. The woman smiles at a very handsome man, who tips his fedora hat and grins. The woman turns to follow the man with a wistful glance, and she touches the large mound of curls at her head, wishing she had spritzed herself with Fer de Lance instead of Moonglow before leaving her cottage.
The little girl skips across the sidewalk rectangles, always careful to miss the cracks between the slabs of concrete, to the corner lift and waits for the blue doors to rise and then slide apart. She puts her head far back, watching for the lift, and sees it very high above, a dark smudge in the sky. Her very blonde hair dangles prettily down her back, in cascades of golden curls. She checks her pink watch and smiles. Glancing down the street, she notices a big Irish cop strolling in his crisp navy blue greatcoat, brass buttons glinting in the sunlight, swinging his nightstick from a sausage-thick finger. The beefy red-faced man is whistling merrily, and the girl catches the tune, Buffalo Girls.
“Aaaaaaand,” the little girl sings along, “daaaaance by the light of the moooooon!”
“Wonderful singing voice,” the very handsome man says, approaching and stopping near the little girl. He lifts his dark blue fedora to the little girl, nodding courtly, and then places his hands into the pockets of baggy suit pants.
“Thank you,” the little girl says, and smiles up at the very handsome man.
“Hey,” he says, “would you like to play a game?”
“Sure,” the little girl replies, grinning, because she adores games.
“Why don’t we pretend that I’m your daddy?” the very handsome man says, eyes twinkling. He rocks back and forth on his dark two-tone shoes. The little girl notices how tightly the shoes are laced, and wonders how the very handsome man is able to pull the thick black laces so tightly.
“This fine policeman strolling toward us is a very good friend of mine,” the very handsome man says, nodding in the direction of the whistling officer. “Let’s tell him that I’m taking you on an adventure, and that I’m going to buy you real ice cream on the platform above.”
“Oh, I have money,” the little girl says, showing the man the little clasp purse on her wrist. She is very proud of the pink leather purse, and inside the purse she has two whole dollars, one a folded green bill, and the remainder in a variety of coins; two dimes, three nickels, five pennies, and two quarters.
“Your money is no good here,” the very handsome man laughs, “in this fine establishment, everything is on the house, for a princess like you. You pick whatever you like from the menu, and I’m buying. Nothing is too good for my little girl.”
“Oh, I’m not a princess,” the little girl giggles. “I like to pretend sometimes, but I know I’m not. The Shaannii assures me that I had best focus on the facts; with the Shaannii, it is always the facts, nothing but the facts.”
“Well, to me,” the very handsome man chuckles, “your proud Daddy, you are the most wonderful princess to ever don glass slippers!”
The little girl frowns. She does not think that glass slippers sound very comfortable, but she understands his reference. Cinderella lost a slipper running down the steps at midnight. She glances down at her own pink sandals, and wishes for heels, but she is still too young to be wearing heels, at least that is what the Shaannii says. But the very handsome man using the phrase don glass slippers—such an old-fashioned expression—perhaps this friendly man should not be trusted, not quite completely, despite being so very handsome. Handsome is as handsome does. The little girl often imagines having a father, and she enjoys imagining him looking much like this very handsome man. For now, she will continue his little game. But she is watching him.
A low beeping tone sounds, and the blue walls of the lift cube rise from the concrete, and the lift drops like a rock from the sky, producing a loud whistling noise.
“Top of the mornin’,” says the Irish policeman, nearing the lift cube, pushing his nightstick into the broad belt at his waist. “And how is our young lady, my pretty little Buffalo gal?”
The little girl giggles, understanding that the policeman is not calling her a girl from Buffalo, a city of Old New York, but is merely referring to the lyrics of the song he has been whistling. She is charmed by the red-faced man, who is smiling at her with twinkling blue eyes, and she returns his smile, and for some reason, she feels like taking his big hand, but it is her “play daddy” that takes her hand.
“My little lady requires ice cream in the sky, and what can a father do but give his only daughter exactly what she wants?” the very handsome man says, taking a step toward the blue lift cube.
“Oh and fine, and what’s your favorite flavor?” the policeman inquires of the little girl, crouching down, his elbow blocking the very handsome man. “Meself, I loves the Rocky Road.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever had ice cream before,” the little girl says, “so I don’t have a favorite flavor, not yet, but honestly, Rocky Road doesn’t sound too pleasant, it sounds rather...earthy.”
The policeman guffaws loudly. “Oh, but it is not the sound, no, but the taste of Rocky Road; why you have marshmallows, and chunks of chocolate, and nuts, that’s the thing of it, it’s the taste,” the policeman says. “The chocolate will provide all the acne you could ever wish for! Well beyond puberty, that it will!”
The little girl, smiling at the policeman, really likes him, she likes his white hair, his crinkled blue eyes, and his big red nose, as well as his big and gruff voice, and she says, “Then it is Rocky Road for me. Marshmallows sound nice. And the chocolate, of course. But I don’t know about the acne.”
“Oh, you won’t have to worry about the acne, not for about seven or so years, I would think. And what about you, my good man? Is it Rocky Road for you, too, then?” the policeman says, pushing himself upright with a grunt, smiling at the very handsome man.
The little girl looks from the policeman to the very handsome man and back again, noticing that the policeman’s eyes are not crinkling even though he is still smiling.
“I’m more of a sherbet man, myself,” the very handsome man says.
“Sherbet!” the policeman snorts. “What is it then? Is it ice cream, or is it yogurt? Hard to trust a treat that can’t make up its own mind. A wee bit Frenchy, I think.”
The little girl adores the policeman’s lilting accent, and she giggles.
“Going on a wee adventure with your...Daddy, Darlin’?” the policeman says, not looking away from the very handsome man, and his smile seems to fade.
The little girl does not pretend to understand all the dynamics of the interchange, but she knows the lift will depart soon.
“Oh yes, my Daddy is taking me on an adventure, and he is going to buy me ice cream on the platform.”
“We have to hurry,” the very handsome man says, dodging about the policeman, “come along, Sweetheart.”
They enter the blue cube and the doors swish shut just behind them. Turning her head, the little girl catches a final glimpse of the big Irish policeman, and sees that he is talking into something in his hand.
“Wasn’t that fun?” the very handsome man says as the lift gives a tiny jolt, rocketing into the sky.
“Yes, it was lots of fun,” the little girl says, watching through the clear cube as the city grows tiny beneath their feet. “I enjoyed the whole interchange, oh so much. And I liked the Irish policeman, he was wonderful.” She imagines she can see the Irish policeman, strolling below them, twirling his baton, his white hair glimmering in the sunlight. She imagines she can see the smiling woman with the curly hair.
“Quite an adventure,” the very handsome man says.
“This gives me a very odd feeling,” the little girl says, “my tummy is funny.”
“Don’t be afraid,” the very handsome man says, giving her hand a comforting squeeze.
“Oh, no, but I’m not afraid, I understand how the lift works, but I’ve never ridden it before, and seeing the city get small makes me wonder if I’m getting big.”
“You are a very strange little girl,” the very handsome man says.
“I hope I’m not strange,” the little girl says. Looking up, she watches as the platform appears far above, seeming to grow larger and larger, looking like a steel island in the sky. She glances at her pink wristwatch. “Right on time!”
“Yes,” the very handsome man chuckles, “right on time!”
The lift fits perfectly into a cube shape at the bottom of the platform, and almost immediately the doors slide open. They walk into a busy food court where almost every kind of food is distributed by smiling attendants in a ring of clean outlets.
“What’s your name, Sweetheart?” the very handsome man says, leading the girl toward the ice cream parlor.
“My name is Manda. What is your name?” the little girl says.
“Amanda. Nice to meet you, Amanda. My name is...Charlie. But you call me Daddy, for the adventure, okay?”
“Manda,” the little girl corrects him, “and your name is Charlie, but Daddy, for the adventure.”
“Fine, Amanda. Daddy. We got that straight. Let’s keep it straight, okay.”
She frowns and checks her pink wristwatch. She is still right on time.
Only one person is in line before them and the very handsome man waves his hand before the menu, causing the projected menu to scroll through hundreds of flavors.
“So, what is it, Rocky Road, as our flat-footed friend suggests, or something more...exotic?”
The little girl scans the flashing menu, oh so many delicious-sounding flavors.
“What about your sherbet?” the little girl says.
“We can eat from the same cone,” the very handsome man says, squeezing her hand.
She winces, as he has compressed her fingers, too hard.
“Unsanitary,” the little girl says. “Germs. No, I think I will go ahead and try Rocky Road, as planned.”
The very handsome man snorts. “As planned. Fine. Rocky Road, it is.”
The person in front of them departs, hefting a crystal glass of foamy beige something, and the smiling attendant turns to them and says: “Welcome to A Million Plus One Flavors, what can I get for you two happy people?”
The girl likes the blue glassiness of the attendant, and she likes how you can just see through the young man, who is obviously represented by a happy, nondescript avatar. She understands that the real worker is probably somewhere far below, wearing a headset while playing games at a home terminal, and probably looks completely different from this generic representation.
“Two scoops of Rocky Road, the real stuff, in a waffle cone, and one avocado sherbet, on a stick,” the very handsome says.
“Ten credits, please,” the attendant says, almost immediately.
“Ten credits for ice cream, the shame of it,” the very handsome man says, finally releasing the little girl’s hand to retrieve a bulging billfold from a pocket within his suit coat.
“Avocado? Isn’t that a strange flavor for sherbet?” the little girl wonders.
“There’s nothing strange about it,” the very handsome man snaps. Then he smiles. “Avocado is a fruit, you know, just like tomato, or mango, or strawberries.”
“Technically,” the little girl says, “strawberries are not berries.”
“Had to get the know-it-all,” the very handsome man mutters, not acknowledging the little girl.
The little girl watches as he flips through a variety of cards; as the cards flick by she registers the various names, James Thuggard, Ronald Beasley, Thomas Finches, until he comes to Charles Weingart, which he selects and waves over the blue disk on the counter, then promptly returns the card to his wallet and tucks it back into his jacket. The disk pings quietly and the door near the disk swooshes open, the order displayed on crystal pedestals.
The little girl giggles, because the cone with the bulging ice cream looks wonderful.
The very handsome man takes the order and bows courtly to the little girl, offering her the cone.
“Your Ladyship,” he says, bowing as if presenting a crown to a princess.
The little girl seizes the cone and immediately begins to lick the ice cream. Oh, but the policeman was correct, this Rocky Road is wonderful, chocolatey, and there are the marshmallows, jutting out of the ice cream, and chunks of chocolate.
“What, no thank you?” the handsome man says in mock outrage.
“Thank you, so much, it’s wonderful,” the little girl says.
“Shall we take our treats up to the observation deck, M’Lady Amanda?” the very handsome man says, taking her hand and leading her away from the food court. He leads her toward the small cube lift.
“Let’s take the crystal escalator,” the little girl says. “But you know, I have told you twice, my name is Manda, not Uh-manda.”
The man sighs but adjusts their course. He allows her to step onto the first crystal step, but does not release his hold on her hand. He steps up close behind her. The escalator lifts them, cutting through the floor of the food court. It is as if they are levitating, rising through the air.
They pass through three floors where people both get on and off the escalator, there are shopping booths, lounges, as well as departure platforms for various destinations, there is taxi traffic, and hotel rooms for rent, and soon they rise into a magnificent sky, for the moment free of clouds so that the land is visible, spread out like a patchwork quilt beneath them.
“Isn’t this lovely?” the very handsome man says, leading the little girl to the wall of the crystal cube.
In bad weather, or very windy conditions, the top of the crystal cube seals, making the observation deck a sort of terrarium in the sky, but on a nice day like this, the ten-foot walls end in open sky.
“Someone who fell from this height,” the very handsome man says, thoughtfully, “well, there just wouldn’t be much left, would there?”
“That’s why the walls are so high,” the little girl says, “to keep people from falling.”
“Or jumping,” the very handsome man says. “But people do find a way, don’t they?”
“They do?” the little girl says.
“Oh yes, all the time,” the very handsome man says. “Some people jump, because they are just not happy in this world. And others are thrown because they make people unhappy.”
“What’s up with people?” the little girl says, thoughtfully, staring at the world through the crystal walls.
“What’s down with people?” the very handsome man says, chuckling.
The little girl does not reply, but stares out at the great distances, enjoying her ice cream. She enjoys working the marshmallows and nuts with her teeth, slowly extracting the bits. Rocky Road is her favorite ice cream flavor, she decides.
“Let’s sit down over here,” the very handsome man says, drawing the girl to a corner bench made of crystal. “Looks like we have the whole deck to ourselves. Isn’t this cozy?”
“I think about people, all the time,” the little girl says. “I can’t really make up my mind about them. They should be happy, and yet most people are not happy.”
“We’re happy,” the very handsome man says, “you and I, me and you, we and us. That’s what matters. You like the ice cream, and I like you.”
“Where’s your sherbet?” the little girl says.
“Guess I wasn’t very hungry,” the very handsome man says, “for sherbet.”
“Well, you’re not getting any of my Rocky Road,” the little girl says, continuing to lick her ice cream.
“That’s not very nice of you,” the very handsome man says.
“I already explained about the germs,” the little girl says, lowering her eyebrows.
“The germs, yes,” the man says. “But you know, married people don’t worry so much about germs, married people, and families, fathers and daughters?”
“You realize we are not actually related,” the little girl says, “that was all for the adventure.”
“The adventure’s not over, is it?” the man says, placing an arm about the girl’s shoulders. “You are still my princess, and I am still your Daddy. Don’t you love your Daddy?”
The little girl glances at him. Then she really looks at him. Something has changed. His nostrils are twitching, and his pupils are very large, and one side of his mouth is twitching. He seems to be breathing much louder.
“Are you feeling well?” she says.
“Feel great,” he says, patting her shoulder, “I just so enjoy spending time with you, my daughter. Why don’t you sit on my lap?”
“That won’t be necessary,” she says, turning her gaze to her ice cream, but not licking it.
“Now come on,” he says, sweeping an arm beneath her thighs, lifting her, “you have your ice cream, you love it. There’s nothing wrong with a father enjoying a little girl on his lap.”
“But you’re not really my father,” she says, squirming to get off his lap.
“Stop. It.”
She went still. He had a hand clamped on the back of her neck. It hurt.
“See those walls,” the man said, speaking quickly, “they’re not really that tall. A tall man, like me, can easily throw something over the top. Just sit still.”
He smoothed a hand over her skirt, straightening the pink folds.
“You are hurting my neck,” the little girl said.
“No, I’m not. You, moving, that’s what’s hurting your neck, little girl,” the man said. He placed his hat beside them on the bench. “Just sit still.”
“I think that perhaps you are not really a nice man,” the little girl said, sitting very still, but he did not relinquish the grip on the back of her neck.
“You have no idea,” he said, rubbing his cheek down alongside her face. “Don’t you know that little girls are not supposed to go out alone?”
He sounded like a character in a fairytale. The Big Bad Wolf.
“Yes, I know that,” the little girl said, tears filling her eyes. “I was being naughty. I snuck away.”
“And now they wonder where you could have gone,” the man whispered. “They will know. Soon enough. After.”
“You are a bad man,” she said.
“That’s what they say,” he answered, and he began to move a hand down her leg to the edge of her skirt.
“Stop,” she said, and he stopped. She climbed off his lap and looked at him. He sat frozen, one hand up as if gripping her neck, the other arm stretched out, the hand curled back, as if seeking.
“What’s happening?” the man said, but his speech was garbled, as if he could not fully move his lips and tongue.
“Please, do not speak,” the little girl said. She closed her eyes and they flicked about, moving beneath the lids, as if she were dreaming. “The Shaannii says there is no hope for someone like you. What you are doing, you have done, and will do again. You have done terrible things. And you will do terrible things.”
“Sorry,” the man whimpered, completely still, tears leaking out of his eyes.
“I am sorry,” the little girl said, opening her eyes. “What you have done to others, so let it be done to you, so let it be written, so let it be done.”
The man, not looking very handsome, slammed against the crystal wall of the observation deck, his legs sticking straight out, his eyes bulging in horror, as he slowly slid with his back against the crystal wall, up, up, and he began to scream, but he kept moving, as if lifted by an unseen escalator, up and up until he reached the top of the wall, and then he went over, and now screamed with all his being as he fell. She heard him screaming for a long time, until she could not hear the screams any longer. But the little girl was certain he would scream until the very end, in about ten seconds.
She looked sadly at the man’s dark blue fedora hat. It matched his suit so well. She turned and walked across the observation deck as people began appearing, rushing from lifts and stairwells and the escalator, rushing, rushing to see what might yet be seen, pressing their hands against the crystal walls. The little girl noticed that the ceiling had closed and now the observation deck was a sealed terrarium in the sky, and all the people were the little animals in the crystal box. Yes, the people were much more like animals than people.
The little girl walked around the circular restaurant to the far side of the observation deck, and walked directly to the lone woman who stood at the prow of the platform, looking out at the approaching clouds.
“Right on time,” the little girl said, checking her pink wristwatch.
“Hello,” the young woman said, turning from her view, smiling at the little girl, but wiping at her eyes. It seemed that she had been crying, just moments before.
“I’m Manda,” the little girl said.
The young woman paused, and then said, softly, “I’m Sandy,” and she ceremoniously shook the little girl’s proffered hand.

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Wolf remained very still, staring up, holding his black fighting stick in both hands, parallel to the ground. The great serpent had just threatened to devour him.
The serpent’s great head drew very close. It came down slowly, until its nose was inches away from his face. Only moments after their life-and-death struggle, and now here it was, the great serpent threatened to go back on its word and eat him, after everything, after all their oaths of friendship.
“Do you think I’m joking?” the serpent hissed.
“You do have a strange sense of humor,” Wolf said.
“You should see your face,” the serpent hissed, and released a bellow of air in what must pass for laughter. “Come on, admit it, Wolf, you were worried.”
“Maybe...concerned,” Wolf said, allowing himself a grin. Still, his hands did not shift on the black shillelagh.
Concerned,” the serpent hissed. “I’m surprised you did not soil yourself.”
“I actually might have done that earlier, during our wrestling match,” Wolf said.
“No, I do not think so,” the serpent hissed. “You are a stern man, strong and brave. I could not depart, not yet, because I wanted to give you one last gift.”
Wolf lifted his eyebrows.
The serpent opened its great jaws, producing its monstrous fangs, longer than his arms. On each fang was what appeared to be a ring of leather.
Wolf snapped his black stick up under his arm and reached for one of the leather strips. With a few tugs he was able to pull down one of the leather bands, and he carefully removed it without touching the tip of the fang, and without pause he did the same to the other band.
He glanced at the two bands. They were gloves, fingerless gloves. Wolf chuckled. The gloves appeared to be MMA gloves. He pulled them on over his fingers. They came down well below his wrists, fitting perfectly like gauntlets, and were made of the same scaly leather as the breeches and boots.
“I was not joking, however, about how delicious you appear to me,” the serpent hissed.
“Thank you,” Wolf said, choosing to interpret that as a compliment, flexing his fists in his new gloves. Big flexing horns covered all his knuckles. These gloves would not only protect his hands, but deliver devastating damage at any blow, and aside from all that, they just felt cool.
“Fare thee well, Pugilist Wolf,” the serpent hissed, and then it swung its hooded and horned head away and was off moving through the grasses, like a freight train seeming to take forever.
Wolf lifted his pack and opened the flap; he dug just a moment, extricating a bottle of wine.
“I could use a drink,” he said, prying the cork out of the bottle with his thumbs. He took a sip and nodded his head. Not bad, not bad at all. He took a longer swig, and then replaced the cork. He belched. He slipped the bottle back into the pack and snatched the hooded traveling cloak from the ground.
He set out walking downhill, and after a few moments, he noticed the growing chill. Evening seemed to be coming on. He slipped into his cloak and pulled the hood up over his head. In all the recent excitement, his cigar had gone out. He squeezed the tip and it once again burst into flame. He sucked the cigar until it billowed smoke, and then set out walking again, slipping the pack onto one shoulder, prodding the ground before him with his black walking stick. All in all, he didn’t feel bad. Truthfully, he felt rather excited. He chuckled. Ah come on, whom was he kidding, this was like being a kid again, on Christmas morning. He wanted to scream!
He wouldn’t be going back to that job. He wouldn’t be worrying about his bills, or his credit debt. Forget GMOs, high fructose corn syrup, car insurance, diet sodas with zero calories, lying media, flu shots, and Wi-Fi hotspots. You can keep your traffic tickets, political ads, popup adware, and online pornography. No, this was a world of vivid colors, and giant serpents, and he was alive; he had survived the crashing Armageddon of one world, and he felt more than equipped to handle anything, and so he might as well push forward and discover what this new world had to offer.
The serpent had mentioned something about a human dwelling below, and that’s what he set off for, enjoying his fantasy Cuban cigar and the pleasant evening stroll. He noticed a moon peeking over the edge of the tall mountains on his left. It looked huge, perhaps twice the size of the normal moon he was used to seeing. As he strolled, puffing on his cigar, he twirled the black shillelagh, and man, but that felt good, something completely normal to his hand, as if it were part of him. It felt too light for such a strong piece of wood, and it felt alive.
No, at least for the time being, Stacey and his world and all his problems were gone. In this new place, for however long he should be alive, in the now he was Wolf. He picked up his pace into a loping jog, hefting his stick in his left hand, his right hand steadying the pack above his hip. He glanced at the moon again, which was almost free of the mountain range, and it was truly an awesome spectacle, bloated and glowing a dim blue. Something caught his eyes from over on the right side of the far valley where a more rugged set of peaks rose high in the air, and he blinked, for it appeared to be another moon, this one tinged with green, and perhaps a eighth the size of the blue moon (probably half or less the size of his moon, in that destroyed world), and it was moving in the opposite direction; he supposed, some time tonight the two moons would meet in the sky, and one would eclipse the other. Two moons? Wasn’t that pressing things a little too far? Still, he had to remember, there were worlds with more than one moon, why shouldn’t this be one?
He loped a little faster as full night came on. For now, it was enough to head downhill. But even with two moons in the sky, he doubted he would be able to find his way safely in the dark. He gave himself another half hour to find the human dwelling. If he didn’t find the place, he’d have to make camp out here, and hopefully there were sufficient supplies inside his pack, as he had not really explored its contents as yet.
A sound above the breeze brought him to an abrupt halt. There was no misinterpreting that song of the night, it was a very loud wolf howl, and it carried on long and loud, sounding like the wind singing. The howl began low and mournful, and then rose piercing and sad, yet very beautiful. Wolf had never actually heard a real wolf howl, in the real world (or what passed for it). He had only heard the song of the wild in movies. But out here, in the wild, the song brought gooseflesh to his neck and shoulders, and he actually felt his scalp rise up as if in terror. But he felt no fear, none whatsoever.
He threw back his own head and howled into the night, putting all of himself into that howl, ripping free every pain and worry of the last couple of days, and he howled with his soul, tears leaking from his eyes, offering up the torment of losing a world, offering up the terror of birth into a new world. Then, spent, he stood, listening, puffing on his cigar.
If he expected the wolf to answer him, he was disappointed, because all was silent, save for the chorus of crickets that came alive, first like a string quartet, and then like a full symphony. But Wolf’s disappointment was only short lived, because a great shape emerged through the trees and loped across the meadows. It was the largest dog-like beast he had ever hoped to see, far larger than a Great Dane or St. Bernard.
It was a wolf, a white wolf, perhaps the size of a pony. And it was loping directly toward him.
Wolf stood with his black shillelagh in his left hand, waiting, until the great wolf came and sat on its haunches, ten feet away.
“Don’t worry,” it said, in a deep, friendly voice. “I’m not another test. Boreallis sent me. I am to be your guide, and protector. And I hope, ultimately, to be your friend.”
“I am Wolf,” Wolf the man said.
“I know. I am Wolf, as well,” Wolf the wolf said. “I enjoyed your howl.”
“Thank you. I enjoyed your howl, as well,” Wolf the man said.
“Grab onto my ruff, and run alongside me, and I will guide your feet to safe places of treading,” Wolf the wolf said.
And they ran, into the night, into the wild, Wolf and Wolf.




Sunday, March 13, 2016

Vestigial Surreality: 14: Transformation

The Sunday SciFi Fantasy Serial, Free Online Fiction, Mystery, Ancestor Simulation, Digital World, Data is Data
episode FOURTEEN
01 02 03 04 05 06 07
08 09 10 11 12 13 14
15 16 17 18 19 20 21
22 23 24 25 26 27 28
29 30 31 32 33 34 35
36 37 38 39 40 41 42
43 44 45 46 47 48 49


Transformation.

Seven, in the dark, listened intently. The deep booming knock that had brought her forth from the depths was now silent. She kept ordering herself to stop being a baby and just raise the lid; however, a terrifying thought kept the lid down. Vividly, she remembered the Martians, with their identical faces and athletic bodies, bulging eyes, eyes too large, lacking any real nose, the too sickly white skin. The thought of the Martians up there, in RL, just outside her chamber, well, it was too much. She felt overwhelmed, assaulted, powerless...until she remembered something else. Another thought, another memory.
She had not remembered that punch, the one she delivered, cocking back her fist and letting fly right into that Martian’s face, and how the ugly man flew backward as if kicked by a mule. Seven had done that. Something unlike any previous action in her entire life. She defended herself. And she was not powerless. So, what did that mean?
Seven was powerful.
The chamber lid lifted, and Seven swung her legs out over the edge of the chamber bed to sit. She listened, intently, and it was completely quiet, as always, her ears felt new and unused, and the dim lighting of the cubicle proved very strong to her newly opened eyes. She rarely considered the fact, but within her Inner Sanctum, she did not use her eyes, nor her hands. She lifted her hands before her eyes and formed fists.
You don’t mess with Seven.
She heard a repetitive noise, a stuttering, breathy cry. It sounded like the whimper of an animal, somewhere nearby. Her skin prickled with a wave of gooseflesh.
Whuif. Whuif. Whuif.
The hairs on the back of Seven’s neck lifted and her eyes began to water.
Sifting through the databases of her mind, she could conjure no likely—or at least no realistic image in her mind, of what in the world could be making that noise. Terribly, the image that kept surfacing was something from her childhood, when she watched an old movie. She must have only been seven years of age when she watched The Fly, which was supposed to be the remake of an even older science fiction flick. The mad scientist in the movie sent a baboon through a teleporter, and what had appeared across the room was an animal turned inside-out.
Some things, once you’ve seen them realized, even if only in a movie, an old movie, well, they are almost impossible to remove from the mental view screen. Seven, a little girl, had dreamed of that inside-out baboon.
That quivering mass of baboon organs, twitching, spasming, horribly still alive, that’s the image that came to mind. Whatever made that whuiffing noise, did not sound human, and it did not sound like it issued from an animal. Bizarrely, it sounded like an asthmatic heart, gasping for its severed lungs, and it sounded as if it were here, somewhere close in the long room, beat-gasping amidst the VR chambers.
Whuif. Whuif. Whuif.
Slowly, she pushed herself away from the chamber bed. She wanted nothing more than to lie back down, and lower the lid, and return to her safe Inner Sanctum, but there was no way she could do that while her physical body remained here with whatever made that inhuman noise. Her foot bumped into something warm and wet.
Seven screamed and leaped aside from the hot and moist thing on the floor. As her eyes picked out details she screamed again, because what she saw there, huddled near the base of her chamber, was not preferable to discovering a disassociated human heart, severed and beating upon the floor. She wished for the reversed baboon. Despite herself, she screamed loud, her hands at her face, she wanted to run, and just run, run forever from this thing.
In a tangle of blanket was what appeared to be a human Mr. Potatohead, spongey and shriveled. A human Mr. Potatohead gone soft, and rotten.
Worse than the sight of the shriveled creature, warped and terribly animated, was that she recognized Number Six in the throbbing mass of pink flesh. Backing away, she screamed again, and felt bad about screaming into his face—Toby Winnur, that was his name, he was a person, a human being, not a thing—because it, no—he—was staring at her, with pleading in his distorted, sunken eyes. His attention focused upon her, with terrible pleading emanating from every quivering and distended pore of his being.
“Six?” she breathed, unable to look away from the horror.
Whuif. Whuif. Whuif.
Swallowing hard, suppressing the overwhelming need to vomit, she placed her hands over her mouth and began to move slowly toward him, crouching low, onto her knees. She had to help him, although her mind was empty of anything that anyone could conceivably do for him, short of placing him back in the teleporter, sending him back to his point of origin, and crossing your fingers that things could ever go back to something close to normal. Poor guy, poor poor guy.
This couldn’t be real, could it? It was something like the twisted horror stories people created for themselves in VR. People actually chose to live VR lives as trolls, triffids, and trilobites; mummies, vampires, werewolves, and zombies—every conceivable horror of the imagination. Her head whirled. How could this be real? She desperately wanted to wake up, but it was all too apparent, she was awake, this was real, and something had gone catastrophically...wrong.
“I’m going to call an ambulance,” she said, her shaking voice scaring her almost as much as the sight of Number Six reduced to a raisin shape. He looked like a big pink raisin, bald and fleshy, heaving with agonizing breath. She would call the fire department, anyone.
“No,” came a distinct word from the mass.
“You need help, Toby,” she said, feeling odd calling him by his real name, because there was nothing real about him, other than his agony. What remained of him could barely be called a number, let alone a name.
It said something, another word, but she couldn’t decipher the word. She didn’t want to get any closer, but she tilted her head and concentrated.
“What, Six, what did you say?”
Whuif. Whuif. Whuif.
Through the palpitating gasp-cry, she thought she heard it forming a word.
“Chamber,” she interpreted through the gurgle.
“You want me to get you back into your chamber?” she whispered, her heart slamming in her chest.
“Yes, please,” it croaked, clearly. It must have taken incredible focus for it to say the distinct words, because she could not even make out a mouth in the lumpy mass of flesh.
She did not wish to touch it, the thing, but she forced herself to help Number Six, Toby Winnur. She gathered the wet blanket about the mass and experimented by testing its weight, lifting portions of its bulk through the blanket. It seemed incredibly light, unnaturally light, as if its flesh was made of foam. She gathered what remained of the man into her arms as it whuiffed in agony. As she struggled to her feet she discerned a pile of what could only be his remaining hair clumped about on the floor, and blood, there was lots of blood, and viscous fluid that looked like snot.
The thing in her arms must weigh no more than fifty pounds, but still she struggled, leaning against her chamber, lugging the mass about and around her cubicle into the Number Six alcove. Thankfully, the chamber was open. As gently as she could, she placed her load upon the sponge bed. The chamber must still be able to recognize Number Six, because the lid descended at the command of what must remain of his mental consciousness.
She hurried back around into her own cubicle and climbed into her chamber. The lid descended and she closed her eyes.
She was now in her Inner Sanctum with the red door at her back. She produced a window and saw the blinking light that represented an incoming message. She clicked on the icon.
“It’s okay, Seven, come on over,” the message read. There was a link, but she hesitated to click it, because what if even in his Inner Sanctum, he was yet a deflated Mr. Potatohead?
She called a thick hoodie upon herself, and warm slipper-boots onto her feet, and then she clicked the link.
She stood just before a red door much like her own, and glanced about herself. This was the first time she had ever been in a different Inner Sanctum than her own, and had only time to register that Number Six had gone with an Asian theme, basic and clean, before Number Six himself appeared from deeper within his sanctum, smiling, and whole, wearing a bright red silk kimono.
“Number Six!” she cried, rushing forward, for he appeared completely normal, hale and whole. She threw herself into his arms and he embraced her, chuckling warmly.
“See, see?” he laughed, “it’s okay, everything’s okay!”
She pushed back in his arms and looked at him. This was the good-looking and somewhat beefy version of him she had only seen in a photo.
“Wow,” she said, without thinking, “you’re gorgeous!”
He laughed, putting back his head. The laugh was real, and heartfelt.
“Thanks, you’re not so bad, yourself!” he chuckled, leading her into his sanctum, drawing her to an upright futon couch, beautiful white and immaculate. “Come on, I need to talk to you.”
They seated close to each other on the futon, and Six produced a frosty mug of a dark liquid.
“What can I get you?” he asked, eyebrows raised, as he sipped at his brew.
She experimented, not sure if she was breaking any VR protocol, but she easily produced a crystal wine glass of port.
“I am so sorry you had to witness that,” Six said. He glanced into his frosted mug. “I should have just contacted you via text, but I guess I didn’t realize it had progressed so far. But enough of that. Oh, stout is good, I’m glad that I won’t be leaving this. Where I’m going now, there is stout. Plenty of stout!”
Whuif. Whuif. Whuif. Unbidden, the memory swirled in her mind, that terrible noise. And yet, here he was, Six, handsome, and healthy.
“Where are you going?” she asked.
“I’ve been setting it up for some time, you can actually come and visit me. I’m sending you a gold pass, right now. You can retrieve it in your mail. Whenever you need a vacation, or someone to talk to, just come to High Vale.”
“High Vale—the online game?” she said, blinking, still not registering what all this meant, what was going on.
“It’s much more than a game, it’s a whole world, as real as this world; oh, well, you know what I mean, the outside world. I’ve been setting up my own firewalled land for some time. It’s expensive, but I have my account paid for the next ten years, and when I’m there I have it running at ten speed, so in ten years I will have lived a hundred full, happy years, there, in my own version of heaven.”
“Wait,” she said, clasping her wineglass in two hands, holding it to her heart. “You’re planning on living inside a virtual world?”
“That’s what I’ve wanted to do, it’s like I’m fully me, there. Plus, Seven, you see what I’ve become in RL. I doubt I have even minutes left there,” he said, and he didn’t sound sad about the fact that he was dying, was perhaps on the very door of death at this moment.
“But what went wrong? Has this happened before, I mean in the chamber, does this happen to all of us?” she said, feeling her heart slamming. She knew there was quite a turnaround in the program, but she figured that was because most men became addicted to the sexual potential of the program.
“As far as I know, nothing went wrong,” Six said. “I think this has all been my choice. The more I am there, the less I am here. Don’t worry, I don’t think anything terrible is going to happen to you, Seven. Don’t worry. There’s nothing wrong with the program, or the chambers. Remember, what Old Ben said, don’t be afraid?”
“But Six! You can’t just leave RL, I mean, that’s not possible. When you die, you’re going to be gone, don’t you realize that? Maybe we can get help for you? Maybe we can get you back to normal?” She was pleading with him, and she couldn’t believe she was having this conversation, trying to explain reality to someone. She doubted she even understood what the concept—reality—meant, any longer. She had been fighting with herself over the concept.
A gong sounded from somewhere off in the sanctum. It was a beautiful, rich tone, with a very long reverberation.
“Don’t worry about me, Seven,” he said, and took a long pull at his mug of stout. He smacked his lips and belched, then grinned at her and excused himself. “It’s about that time, Sweetheart”
“You’re going, now?” she said, her eyes huge.
“I made the decision a long time ago. Remember, this isn’t something that happened to me. I wanted this. I chose it. I did run into a hitch in my plans, but Old Ben is helping me solve the problem, otherwise my heaven might have become my hell,” he said, looking happy, and young.
“But what about after the ten years?” she said, attempting to think of something, anything that might make him wait a while longer, and think about his choice. She knew he wasn’t going to get any kind of magical ten years, not in this world, nor any other. She fully realized, even if he couldn’t—or wouldn’t allow himself to realize—that in perhaps moments, Toby Winnur, Number Six, would be gone, forever.
“Don’t worry, I don’t plan on living forever, or anything like that. If I’m still alive in ten years, the worst that will happen is that my firewall will come down and my slice of High Vale will just become a portion of the larger property. It’s a full and rich land, and quite dangerous, but beautiful beyond belief. A hundred years in High Vale, well, that’s a better dream than I’ve ever dreamed. Don’t worry, Seven. They won’t cancel my account, or anything like that. Come and see me. You’ll love it there. You can spend some time in our chateau. You can meet Lady Varra, my wife, you’ll love her, and she’ll love you!”
He laughed, and lightly slapped her thigh.
“Really,” he said, “this is like any version of reality. There are no guarantees. Everything can be over, in a heartbeat, for any of us, at any time. I’m okay with this. I will even be in touch with my family, over there. I can bring them to visit, even communicate with them on a daily basis, via text, e-mail, even video chat.”
She was about to speak, argue, but the gong sounded again. She shuddered, remembering her grandfather clock tolling the midnight hour, and her crystal sandbox crashing down. She clutched at the locket beneath her hoodie.
Six stood and drew Seven up from the futon.
“I really have to go now, thanks so much, for everything,” he said, and hugged her before she could protest. “I have to go before the gong sounds again. Plus I have to say farewell to a few very nice mermaid friends of mine.”
She nodded, her eyes filling with tears.
He smiled and turned from her and waved his hand at the tatami floor. A pool opened in the floor. Without another word, he stripped off his red kimono and dove naked into the shallow pool. She watched as his form became fainter and then vanished into shadow. She stood and watched the ripples and waves in the water, as if he might come back for one last word.
The gong sounded again and before its reverberations had stilled she was back in her own Inner Sanctum, standing before her red door. She hugged her arms tightly about herself and was surprised to find she still held the wineglass from Six’s sanctum. Wine was sloshed about her feet, which she cleaned with hardly a thought. She looked at the wineglass.
Seven was not a packrat, and hardly sentimental, but she couldn’t do away with this glass. It was her token of Six. She strode to her desk and placed the glass, still wet with red wine, on the top shelf.
She produced the locket she wore on a chain and studied the heart. She could do something similar to Six, make some of the same choices. She could go to a world, scrolling back to where Stacey and Jack compared coincidences in the park, beneath Jack’s tree. She could come strolling across the park and greet them, introduce herself, get to know them, Jack and Stacey. She smiled, wistfully. They could stroll away from the park, in the opposite direction of the Coffee Dump, and she could walk between them, holding each of their arms.
Her smile vanished as she thought of her mother and father, called to identify a pink raisin.

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Jack woke and yawned. He stretched out of his fetal ball. He had no idea how long he had slept, and only slowly remembered his recent ordeal, the great snake lifted up and hooded fifty feet in the air, the twinkling lights glittering in its bat-like wings. He hugged himself, realizing he was still naked. He looked and found that he had kicked the pile of clothes onto the floor. He peeked about the room and was happy to see that he was still alone. Quickly, Jack clothed himself in the garments, hoping that whoever lived in this tiny one-room cottage wouldn’t come back suddenly and catch him here, and consider him a thief. The clothes seemed to be some sort of renaissance fair garb, dark green breeches and shapeless underwear, short and soft boots that rose to his calves, a baggy shirt with drawstrings at the neck, a short jacket made of dark green leather, and a peaked cap with a red feather, it reminded him of the old Robin Hood cartoons.
He felt better clothed, even though the temperature of the room was nice. Running naked from a man-eating snake had to be about the most uncomfortable thing in the world. He intended to do nothing of the kind, ever again.
Jack noticed a small table under the glassed window—had that been there before? He didn’t remember. But now he noticed a rounded loaf of bread with a wedge of white cheese, a bottle of wine, a clump of yellow grapes, and strips of what could only be beef jerky, all arranged pleasantly on a broad wooden platter. He attacked the fare, ravenous. After vomiting up his guts, mostly onto the snake’s head, he was famished beyond belief. How long had it been since he’d had water? He uncorked the wine bottle and took a swig. He had never had wine before, but this stuff didn’t seem all that alcoholic, it just tasted like lukewarm grape juice. And it was good. He gulped the wine, and then ripped into the bread, alternating bites of the crumbly cheese, and the jerky; he found the jerky thick and tough, but very juicy, and tasting much gamier than beef. It was probably elk, or moose, or whatever game was prevalent in this world.
He chuckled. He had thought this place heaven. But there wouldn’t be rampaging serpents in heaven, would there? And jerky? You wouldn’t kill the animals in heaven and dry their meat for food, would you?
At the moment, Jack had no philosophical cares. In the real world, he was a vegetarian, but here, at least for now, bring on the slaughtered animals and jerky! He didn’t really mean that, but he was starving. And he had to admit it, he did enjoy the taste of blood, just like any other human carnivore.
Chewing on jerky and sipping at the wine, he looked out the window onto a beautiful grassy meadow. The first thing he checked on was that there were no giant snakes slithering around out there. For all he knew, giant snakes might be the people here, and he might just be another mouse. He immediately went to the hearth and retrieved the long dagger hanging on a belt beneath the bow, and this he strapped around his waist. The dagger, about eighteen inches long, jostled at his hip. He drew it from its sheath and examined its mirrored surface. The pointy thing was beautiful, made out of some white metal, sharp and double-edged, and the handle seemed to be carved bone, slightly yellowed like ivory. Awesome!
Clothed, armed, and with food and wine in his belly, he felt much more secure. He belched, and his head swam. Oh boy, it was real wine, and he felt half-drunk, but this thought just made him giggle, and snort.
What did he care, he was Jack the Meateater! Jack the Wino!
These thoughts should shame him, but he just sniggered some more. Then he started laughing, and he knew he was probably half hysterical, but that knowledge only made him laugh harder. It was hilarious, everything was hilarious! Here he thought God had been sending him messages, and all along the great big fat secret was that he was just a video game character, and now here he was dressed like Robin Hood after all the world had crashed down about him and his new friends. And he laughed harder.
So what, was this his home now? This little one-room cottage?
And why was he alone? Where was Stacey? Where was Michael, and Joshua? Where was Sandy? He had thought they were all in this thing together, and now here he was alone.
Weeping.
Yes, stupid, stupid boy, here he was, at some point his uproarious laughter had transformed into tears, and heart-wrenching hiccups. Poor Jack, oh poor, poor Jack! He would be eighteen years old in just a month or so, and here he was weeping like a baby, a big ole blubbering baby, Jack.
Waaaa, waaaa, WAAAAAAA!
Jack burst into laughter. What did he care? He had a whole bottle of wine. Everything was just too funny. He drank some more and finally calmed down, wow, that was like riding on a rollercoaster. Insane emotions. Wine. Meat. He might have to kick this terrible hobbit. He giggled. He pictured himself kicking a terrible hobbit. No, that would be horrible, no matter how terrible the hobblible, wobblible, and bobblible. He closed his eyes and shrieked laughter. Oh what a drunk, he thought, I’ve become an alcoholic. Hello, my name is Jack, and I’m a video game character, an NPC. He sipped some more wine and realized the bottle was just about empty. Ah well, it had been a good run. Game over.
He sighed and went to the door. Should he open it? Was he ready for this? Well, he certainly wasn’t ready for racing another snake. He was done with snake wrangling. No more snakes, and no more terrible hobbits. He lifted the rough log from the brackets at the front door and set it alongside the door. He seized the iron ring set in the door and lifted, and slowly pulled the door toward him. He stuck his head out.
Oh what a world. Yes, as he remembered, it was all a thing of beauty. Too beautiful. Too many colors. Too bright. Too vivid. Too many notes, he thought, and giggled half-heartedly.
He tucked his head back into the cottage, feeling like a turtle. He closed the door and barred it. He sighed. Then he remembered the bow above the hearth.
Jack turned about and put his back to the door. He stared at the bow. It looked complicated, and more like a snow ski than a weapon. He realized it looked somewhat odd because it was unstrung. And then he realized that he knew how to string a bow. He knew how to nock an arrow.
He strode to the hearth, snatched the bow, strung it with hardly trying, seized an arrow, whirled and found himself aiming at the door, the bow pulled taught, an arrow ready to fly. What in the world? He must have done that all in one second. He smiled.
Awesome. He was awesome.
Jack was an awesome archer.
“Beware, villains,” Jack grated, in his best Clint Eastwood sneer, “of Agile Arrowboy!”
Jack heard what could only be the clop of hooves, just outside. Hardly thinking, he lowered the bow and popped the arrow back into its quiver. Maybe he should keep the bow armed, you know, just in case? What if this was some new threat?
More likely, it was the owner of the cottage, and Jack was just so...busted. He was like Goldilocks, sleeping in the bed, consuming the food, and dressing in the owner’s clothing. Oh, but he was just so busted!
Well, best to face it, head-on. He returned the bow to above the hearth, but maintained his dagger, and strode to the door and kicked the log up and out of its bed, then snatched open the door and stepped forward, into the bright sunlight.
Squinting, Jack watched as the extremely large white horse, covered in black spots like a Dalmatian dog, approached at a canter, clopping forward, still a hundred paces away. That was a big horse. It must be bigger than a Clydesdale, and now that Jack could see him better, that was some huge man riding the horse, with a blowing fur cape, massive, and a gloved hand held high.
“Hail, and well met!” the big man thundered.
“Hail!” Jack returned, raising his own gloved hand, and then he snatched his hand back, because it called to mind saluting Caesar, or worse, Hitler.
The man slung himself off the majestic horse, slapped the animal’s neck, and then just walked away from it, leaving the reigns to drag on the ground, and came stomping forward in huge boots. The horse, looking ten feet tall, stood and stared at Jack.
“I am Lord Meren Dulance of High Vale, from the Lonely Chateau,” the big man said, towering over Jack, extending a meaty hand.
Jack shook the proffered hand and felt as if the bones of his own hand were crushed into fragments.
“Well, you’re not what I was expecting,” Lord Meren Dulance, said, with obvious disappointment, measuring Jack with his eyes.
“I’m not?” Jack said, feeling a little slow. At least he had ceased giggling. And crying.
“Well, don’t worry about it, Jack me fine lad!” Lord Meren Dulance boomed, slapping Jack on the shoulder. The blow, meant as a friendly gesture, nearly knocked Jack off his feet. “We are alive, and all is well in High Vale! Well met, lad, well met!”
“Yeah, well met,” Jack said, rubbing his shoulder. “And you said your name is Lord—”
“Never mind that,” the big man said, his face ruddy and weathered. “Just call me Number Six. Yeah, I like that. Seven would, too. Just call me Six!”