Sunday, May 29, 2016

Vestigial Surreality: 25: Soul Mesh

The Sunday SciFi Fantasy Serial, Free Online Fiction, Mystery, Ancestor Simulation, Digital World, Data is Data
episode TWENTY-FIVE

The catastrophe began when Seven received the insistent tone in her ear informing her that she had an emergency alert. For such a small time, she had been so happy, so full of hope. But in a few hours she would wish that she had never opened a window to receive the message. And in only a day from this moment, when the first insistent chime began, she would consider ending her life, so drastically had her very existence deviated from her hopes and dreams. But, if she were honest with herself, she knew the catastrophe began prior to the emergency alert—in reality, the catastrophe began the moment she lit into Stacey, oh the things she had said to him! How could she have made such accusations, called him such names, things she had never said before even to an enemy, let alone to someone who initiated such desperate feelings within her heart. She could only blame herself for the catastrophe. She could only blame herself for losing Stacey.
She covered her face with her hands. How could she? She had told him that he was not real. She had said that. Spit it out, wanting to hurt him, desiring to crush him.
Or, was there someone else she could blame, perhaps the alien creature she met in the hallway, just outside Stacey’s room—the insectile creature, Maulgraul—the woman with the too-large eyes and the haughty mouth? Was not this being to blame for the destruction of Seven’s very life? Truly, the catastrophe began when the deceitful plotter had first lit eyes upon Stacey, when he lay unconscious in Joshua’s arms, after the scorpion sting. Maulgraul was the true scorpion, the true poisoner. She was evil personified.
Wasn’t it Jack that declared that the woman who moved toward Stacey with such an expression of lust, that she was the beginning of trouble?
Yes, Maulgraul was the true enemy. She was the true serpent in the garden. Yes, the Dragon Queen was the daughter of lies, and she was the devil that locked Seven outside the garden, and now Seven was lost, pacing fruitlessly in her Inner Sanctum, banished from High Vale.
And for those tender few hours, after Stacey recovered, Seven’s life had seemed so enchanted. She had been so close, on the very brink, she had almost achieved the goal she had never even realized she so desperately desired. They had been so close, closer than Seven had ever thought two people might draw together, lounging so intimately in the sunshine, carelessly touching each other—she had never been so familiar with another person, never in her twenty years of life. Without thinking, she had pushed her fingers through Stacey’s hair, she had touched his cheek, she had even taken his hand and held it, and he had looked into her eyes and smiled with such tenderness. It almost killed her now, remembering that small, that extremely tiny sliver of time.
Clutching at her head, pacing in her Inner Sanctum, she berated herself—no, it was all her own fault. She was the one that had initiated the catastrophe, when she had spied upon Stacey and Jack, hiding in the bushes just above where they exercised and chatted, she had listened to their idle banter about women, burning with flares of anger, and what else? Yes, jealousy, she had burned with jealousy, listening to the playboy Stacey describe all the varieties of women he liked—sex, everything was sex with these savage men from an earlier time in the world. All their culture was about sex and objectifying women, and she had known that Stacey was that kind of man, the kind that seduced women, racking up his points in the game of seduction. Filth!
Such fury burned within her, she had actually desired him to die, right then and there, and when the scorpion attacked, she could have ended the drama right at the beginning, she should have struck immediately, for she had Jack’s bow, and in this world she had all the necessary skills to slay the attacking creature, almost instantly, but she had stayed her hand, she had watched as Stacey battled the creature. Yes, this is when her catastrophe began, because it was her lack of action that had led to Stacey receiving the scorpion sting. Truly, when the stinger entered Stacey’s back, it was almost as if she were the one that stabbed him. Because for just those few moments she had actually desired his death, this traitorous, evil man, this defiler of women. She had heard him admit what she had always known, that he had defiled women, many women—yes, he was the worst of men, so opposite to Jack, the virgin, the pure light.
She could have placed the arrow right in Stacey’s heart. Forget the scorpion. She should have slain Stacey.
In desiring her man’s death, she had killed herself.
She had carried this guilt, when they struggled to save Stacey. The guilt pressed down upon her, as they raced back to the manor. All through the night, while everyone expected Stacey’s death, she had berated herself, tormented herself, because she was guilty. If he died, she died. It was all her fault. No one else was responsible. Only her. Forever, her. She was guilt personified.
There had been a reprieve, when Stacey opened his eyes. And they were together. Her guilt drew back. Even her despise of Stacey had abated, for that small while. It had slipped her mind, the terrible things she had known, the terrible truth he had admitted to Jack. She had always known Stacey was not pure, but for a golden few moments, she had not allowed herself to remember. She had cared for him and all seemed right in the world—at least in the fantasy world of High Vale. The Gamer World—where had she heard that? There was some distant memory of darkness, and a shadowed figure, and Stacey arriving, taking her in his arms—was that all a dream? Hadn’t he kissed her, and held her?
Then, when he woke in the morning, reprieved from death, he had kissed her again, in reality, and she had returned his kisses. So strange, that feeling, a human mouth upon another human mouth. She had never experienced such a thing before, in all her life. She had read about the practice, in history, and had always thought the deed to be such a disgusting perversion, a thing of lower life form, repulsive, and filthy.
Pacing in her Inner Sanctum, she summoned coffee and banished it, untasted. She pulled glasses of wine from the air, and then tossed them against the wall, to vanish. She felt wild, dangerous, and filthy. Because the kisses yet burned upon her mouth. She scrubbed her lips with the backs of her hands, and she wept, for she wanted the experience again, and again, she wanted it forever. She wanted Stacey, always, forever. She could still feel his hands upon her body.
Yes, she was Stacey’s girl, she had always been...Stacey’s girl. She knew it, even in her childhood. Every time she was scolded, the priestesses had rubbed the reality deeper into her soul—don’t be Stacey’s girl! You are such a bad girl, Stacey’s girl. They had drummed it into her, and she had always known it was true. She was Stacey’s girl. She was bad, defiled through and through without a man ever touching her. Yes, his touch was under her skin. He was inside her, he had always been inside her, living in her, Stacey, and she had always been Stacey’s girl.
And whatever else she did, she would always find her way back to him, to Stacey. She would always be Stacey’s girl.
In the hallway, just outside Stacey’s room, she had almost collided with the great skulking insect, Maulgraul. Seven carried the large bottle of wine and the two glasses, and these she almost dropped when they came face to face.
“Stay away from him,” Maulgraul snarled. “Do not seek to inflict your insanity on this good man.”
Seven, flabbergasted, had only stared up at the towering woman.
“You are not Stacey’s girl,” Maulgraul whispered, moving forward, her too-solid tower of a body shoving Seven backward.
Enough was enough. Seven shoved the bottle of wine against the woman, pushing her back—only, Maulgraul was not moved, not even an inch. It was like pushing against a brick wall.
“Little thing, you are pathetic. The women from your world know nothing. You know nothing of a man such as Stacey Colton. You worship the man of peace, Jack. But Stacey Colton is a warrior,” Maulgraul whispered.
If she had to do it all over again, Seven would smash the bottle over the woman’s head.
Instead, she tucked the bottle under her arm, and fled into Stacey’s room, and locked the door, her heart slamming in her breast.
Stacey reclined in the bed, drowsy, smiling at her. He had removed his clothes, and now snuggled on his side, in only his clean undergarment. And he stole her breath away. She couldn’t stop devouring the sight of him. Her breathing came raggedly, and she felt faint.
He moved on the bed, making room for her, and she stared down at him, her being splintering into thousands of shards of confusion. They stared at each other, for a long, pregnant moment. Seven listened—was the dark woman still lurking outside the door? Perhaps chittering, like a monstrous bug, extending its feelers into the cracks of the door, even now?
Stacey reached and she automatically placed the bottle of wine in his hand. He worked at the cork with his thumbs.
“I’m still so weak,” he mumbled, and it was obvious, he was still so ill, exhausted, but he managed to work the cork up and out of the bottle. She held the glasses for him and he poured the wine.
She sat on the edge of the bed and they sipped at their wine, Stacey propped up on an elbow, his eyes never leaving hers.
“What’s wrong,” he queried, placing a hand upon her thigh. “Did something happen, just now?”
“That woman,” she breathed.
“What woman?”
She didn’t speak, but scooted away on the bed so that his hand slipped away from her thigh.
He set his glass upon the nightstand, and then he reached and took her glass from her limp hands, and set it against his glass. She stared at the glasses, together. Her glass was almost empty, his full. He took her hand and pulled her toward him, and she resisted, listening, her heart thumping, but finally she lay down near him, her back against his front. He snuggled up against and around her and she was too conscious of him—conscious of all of him.
Seven was fully dressed, still in her boots. She wore her tight buckskin breeches, and a silk top, and nothing else, and his hands lightly explored her body. Why was he doing that? He shouldn’t be touching her, not like that.
She thought of the other women he had admitted to being with—had he touched them, even as he now touched her?
“It’s okay,” he breathed into her ear. “Just be here, with me. Just relax.”
“The women,” she said.
“Mmmm,” he breathed, obviously near sleep. “The women...”
She elbowed him, harder than she intended. He grunted and moved away from her.
“Seven?” he said, as she turned about to look at him, pushing herself up into a sitting position.
“Your...other...women, how many have there been? Hundreds?”
He blinked at her.
“What in the world?”
“Your...conquests, how many?”
“No, Seven, no, I was never that kind of guy, I was never after conquests,” he began.
“I don’t want to hear that. Just tell me,” she whispered, but she was suddenly furious, and she was surprised at herself that she wasn’t screaming into his face, because that’s exactly what she wanted to do.
“Well, it’s embarrassing,” he said, chuckling. “I’ve always been more like a woman, I guess, you know, in that department. I’ve always been the one looking for love—true love.”
“Is that what you call it?” she snarled.
“Look, Seven. Sandy. There haven’t been many, okay? I think five, tops, and they were all of them mistakes,” he said, closing his eyes, bringing up his hands to rub his temples with his palms. “Do you feel that? A hum?”
Five. He said five. But what she heard was...five hundred. Five thousand.
No, five million!
He reached to place a hand on her back but she slapped the hand away.
“I always knew it, forever, I mean it was in school, in the textbooks, the humiliation of it all, it’s actually written in the history books. Jack’s Casanova, that’s what they called you. The Saint and his Sinner. You are filthy, one of the filthy men. Disgusting, perverted. They warned me. And I knew it. Jack was the one I was supposed to study, not you.”
“Jack? What’s Jack got to do with it?”
“He was lucky, you know, very fortunate, that you died. If you had lived, you would have broken his heart,” Seven said, gasping, tears flooding her eyes. She had to remember, none of this was real, this man in the bed, he was not real, he was just a memory, or the recreation of a memory. It was absurd that she feel something that wasn’t even real, something that was a thing, a creation, code, flashing numbers, ones and zeroes. She had actually been snuggling here, in this sleazy adult fantasy world. A Gamer World! What was wrong with her? What had she been thinking? She wasn’t in love with this...thing.
“You see, none of that makes any kind of sense,” Stacey said, flailing his hands like a child. “If I lived...but if I didn’t live, how could I be any kind of...Don Juan—”
Casanova! Jack’s Casanova, the Sinner from the Saint. That was you, Stacey Colton. But you know what, it doesn’t matter, because you...are...not...real. And I’m not Stacey’s girl, do you understand that? I’m not Stacey’s girl, and I’ve never been Stacey’s girl. I don’t want any part of you, and I have never wanted anything to do with you.”
“Hey,” he said, putting his arms around her, “shhhh, just quiet down. It’s okay, I’m here. It’s me, Stacey. I’m here. I’m real. See, I’m real, Sandy.”
She tried to shrug out of his embrace, but he was very strong. She struggled a moment, breathing raggedly. Then she went still. And she smiled. She head-butted him, catching him full on the nose. He fell back, his hands at his gushing nose, so much blood, so quickly, just like that—for a moment, just for a moment everything had been wonderful, glorious, and now, blood. Stacey groaned.
She was glad that she had hurt him. Yes she was. She was glad that he bled. She was glad that it was—she that had produced that blood. She had blasted out, finally, for all the women he had hurt throughout his depraved adventures. She would make him pay.
He looked at her with bloodshot eyes, woozy, blinking.
“Men like you ruined the world,” she shouted, standing. She glanced to his shillelagh against the wall. For a moment—a fleeting moment—she considered taking up the weapon, swinging it, and smashing out his brains. Like chopping wood. Just swing it, bring it down, smoothly, she could picture the whole procedure. It would be so easy. No, but no, she wouldn’t be like him—a warrior—no, she was from Jack, a woman of peace from a man of peace. The Man of Peace.
“That humming,” he said, holding his gushing nose. “Ah, that’s breaking my head. Don’t you feel that? Someone’s shooting rays into my head. I feel it, frequencies, like cell phones.”
He was babbling. She stood, staring at him, almost reaching for the shillelagh.
“Seven, I think you broke my nose,” he said, rapidly blinking his eyes. And he laughed. “Do you know, in years of boxing, getting punched in the face, and I never got my nose busted? It really hurts, almost as much as my head.”
Without thinking she snatched up his full glass of wine.
“Here, let me help you, Stacey,” she said, teeth set hard together in a rictus grin. And she dashed the full glass of wine in his face.
Dripping, he stared up at her for a few moments. “It might have seemed like a good idea. But no, that didn’t seem to help too much. Maybe it was kind of refreshing.”
Then she was fumbling at the door, unable to work the latch, until finally she got it free and dashed from the room, slamming the door with all her might. She fled through the quiet house. She hardly realized that other people were here, probably a hundred of them, visitors, Six and his wife, Jack, Joshua and Michael—it all seemed foolish now. She should have never come here, to this stupid, absurd Gaming World.
She was outside, running. She saw men—the strange tattooed Dragon Warriors—turning to watch her flight. But she had to get out of here. She had to escape this place of illusions. She had to get back to the real world.
The warning chime sounded. She stopped, breathing hard, eyes unseeing. For a moment she forgot how to access the system. Then she thought of Old Ben. She slapped at her left shoulder and felt the tingle. She pulled open a window and saw the flashing signal, an incoming message. An emergency. She clicked on it.
Her mother’s face appeared before her in a perfect translucent hologram.
“Sandra, you must come quickly. Please do not delay. I am afraid I have terrible news. Please come now, daughter.”
And Seven stood in her Inner Sanctum, in her black sweats and footsie socks. For just a moment, she felt cold, out of that other world. She felt her hips, missing the tight, shiny buckskin. Surely, those had been the most repulsive clothes. But she had to admit, they had felt good on her body. And Stacey sure had liked the way she looked, that had been more than obvious. She could yet feel one of his hands clutching her. She might scream, at any second, and her head would explode. Was she crazy? Focus.
She called up a window to contact her mother.

The Sunday SciFi Fantasy Serial by Douglas Christian Larsen

Stacey leaned forward, pinching his nostrils shut. The bridge of his nose was a flare of piercing white light that just would not go away. He snickered. He used to brag about the fact that he had never had his nose broken, and now just look at who went and sucker-punched him in the face. The girl had actually broken his nose! High marks, there, the girl had skills.
He heard the door open, and close. Ah, she was back to finish the job. Well, let her. She could put him out of his misery. He heard the lock engage.
“You poor thing,” an unfamiliar voice with a strange accent spoke. Someone large sat next to him on the bed. “Let me see what that little girl did to you.”
And competent hands took his face and turned his head up. He tried to peer through the white light but could only discern very large eyes peering at him.
“Just a broken nose—I was way overdue,” Stacey said, gagging a bit as blood washed down the back of his throat.
“Shhh,” she said, soothing her fingers along his nose—oooh, it felt wonderful. Such hands. “This should never have happened to you, Beloved. Maully is here, Beloved, Maully is here now.”
That was odd, Maully—he didn’t know who the hell she was, but there was something familiar about her, something utterly peaceful. Yes, the white light of pain in his nose receded, and the pounding in his head abated. He felt like something important, right now, had just occurred, one of those life-changing moments. He struggled to see her face through the pain but he was practically blind.
“Lie back, Beloved, I can fix this. This is no trouble,” the soothing voice with the odd accent whispered.
Stacey fell back, exhausted. He had yet to recover from his recent poisoning, and now, this trauma of Seven’s outburst, and he was done in. The broken snout didn’t help, not such a very much. Oh yeah, he wasn’t going to survive this. Just let him die, please, just let me die. Die, monster, die!
“Maully is here for you Stacey, Beloved,” she breathed, bodily moving him about on the bed, easily stretching him out. And then she covered his body with hers.
What the hell kind of nurse was this?
He opened his eyes, startled, and was overwhelmed by the closeness of her face, the strangest and most beautiful face he had ever seen, all cheekbones and eyes. She placed her mouth upon his mouth and he opened it to object, but then she was kissing him, and he felt his whole body was absorbed into her body, his entire being collected inside her. Underwater, outer space, floating in a vacuum, he expanded and contracted, moving in and out, hardly there at all.
Light filled him. He spun up high in the air, twirling about, his stomach remaining far below and he gasped, spiraling, higher and higher, colors flooding his vision—no, not his eyes—colors he had never seen before pervaded his entire soul, he washed, flooding, crying out, turning inside-out, outside-in, contracting and expanding, and rising, ever rising. Wind blew, loud, and louder, a maelstrom of screaming, shrieking winds. He spun through a wall of red, red deep and immersive, ruby, crimson, and then he tumbled into orange, pumpkins and sunsets and sherbet, and yellow, the sun, corn, childhood candy, his body alongside someone else, they gripped and held, and they whirled into a cyan, and then blue, deepest blue, and finally purple, darker and darker purples. He was riding the rainbow.
He was a little boy, and Maully was there, the little girl with the long face, and the black hair that cascaded about her body. Her big eyes, always watching him. They played, and chased each other. He knew Maully, his best friend, for years, and years, they adventured, gossiped, and planned. Wolf told her stories, and she listened, enthralled. You tell the best stories, Beloved, she ever told him. She was so serious, and he was the one always trying to loosen her up, make her laugh, because her laughter was so rich, it thrilled him, fingers drawn across the piano strings of his soul, her laughter, her sparkling eyes.
When they were older Wolf realized how beautiful she was, and for a time he was embarrassed around her, awkward whenever he looked at her, but she was always Maully, ever drawing him out of himself, like no one else could. They were best friends, and he ached to tell her that he loved her, had always loved her, and would ever love her. She was his Maully, but he knew that to her, he was just the orphan boy, her best friend, her playmate from childhood. The commoner who told stories and protected her from the Lordlings.
He was the orphan boy, passed from household to household, bestest friends with the Dragon Princess, his own dear friend Maully. She never treated him as a lowly one, beneath her, but always as her equal. He was a nobody, and she was everything, the highest of the highest, the future Dragon Queen. And he was the boy that was good with his fists, competing in contests with much older boys, and then men.
He saved her life, more than once, because she was too daring, always sneaking about the dragon pens, always leaping from the highest cliff into the smallest stream. She was the brave one, the daring one, and he was ever her protector, pulling her back from the very edge.
And when they were older Wolf watched through the palace windows as she danced with the Dragon Lords, the thin men with their oiled moustaches, whirling her about in her shimmering, close-fitting gown. The young Lords gathering about her, preening in their military whites, full of medals, yearning to dazzle the future Dragon Queen, seeking to impress her, smiling at her words, complimenting her, fawning.
Wolf raged, stalking. He would smash them all, with his fists, for was he not the Pugilist? They all respected him, they all feared him, and yet they all looked down upon him, for he was not highborn. He could only look at the sun of his life, his Maully, but never touch her, lest he be consumed.
And then she was with him, soothing him—those foppish men, they mean nothing to me, Wolf. It is only you. Yes, Beloved, it has always been you. It shall always be thee. Forever thee. They embraced, and finally his mouth was upon hers, and he felt the world flow about them, they seemed to be encircled by great winds, yes, it will always be thee, Beloved, always, yes, mine, thou art mine, and I am thine, forever, always. Us, Beloved, forever, us, only us, there is no one else, there are none, there is none, only we.
Love Thee True.
There were arguments, great arguments. The Dragon Queen would never allow it, this mésalliance, never! But Maully was headstrong, and no one else ever talked to the Dragon Queen as did her daughter, the Lady Maulgraul, Princess of Dragons. For wasn’t Wolf the Pugilist of legend? Did he not escape the belly of the beast through prowess and strength?
No, mother, I tell thee, I am not worthy of him, my Wolf, my soul. But he loves me, and I shall never touch another man, only him, the Staceman Colton, it shall ever be him.
And so they married and their lives expanded, as one life, and Wolf was the ever-attentive husband, and Maulgraul the ever-loving wife, they adored each other, and soon there was a child, a son, Dane the strong. And soon another son, Gunnar the bold, and then twin daughters, Shallgrace and Shallfaith. And finally, another daughter, the light of the family, Shalwaian.
When the Vikings attacked it was always Wolf that lead the Dragon Warriors to victory, gathering deep scars on his body, nearly losing a leg in defeating much greater forces, always battling against the odds, always winning, always victorious.
Queen Maulgraul never repented her mésalliance to her legendary lover, the Pugilist. They grew old together and watched their children grow.
They suffered tragedy when Dane the bold rode out upon a dragon to meet the Viking raiders, and was slain by a treacherous arrow, fired by his own men, striking him in the back of the neck where his armor was open. And they knew not how they survived this death of their favorite son, the handsome man who so looked like his father.
And when their youngest daughter wished to marry her cousin, the strong and handsome Vicenti Dulance, son of the Lord Dulance of High Vale and the Lady Varrashallaine, they held the great marriage in the palace, and Six was there, smiling, embracing Wolf, and they discussed the long-ago days when Stacey had first come to High Vale, defeating these his own people that night, saving Six and his beautiful wife Varra. Varra, who had lived many years more, strengthened by White Champagne, dying during the birth of Vicenti, the boy now grown and married here today to Stacey’s daughter Shalwaian.
The two friends puzzled over their memories, for Wolf had come here as an adult, as Stacey Colton, brought through a portal, and yet he remembered all of his boyhood, in the Dragonlands, growing into a young man alongside the Lady Maulgraul.
Wolf, Stacey Colton, lived a long life, full of great and mighty deeds, but he grew old, and sat in the sun of the palace terrace, and Queen Maulgraul stood behind him, weaving her long fingers through his white hair, and Stacey breathed his last, expiring, full of love, and Queen Maulgraul retired from ruling, devastated by the loss of her one true love, and many were the nights the peoples saw her shrouded, floating through the mists, haunting the grave of the Pugilist.
Stacey opened his eyes, groaning, his head swimming. He felt like he was dying. But his mind rebelled, because he had died, an old man, and where was Maully? He glanced wildly about the room, throbbing in pain.
“Shhh, rest easy, friend, rest easy, Wolf,” a man said, sitting near him on the edge of the bed.
Stacey blinked in wonder, because it was his dear old friend, the Lord of High Vale, Dulance. Six! But he was young again, hale and strong. The last time they had sat together, smoking cigars and quaffing White Wolf Stout (six had brought barrels of the brew named after Wolf, as a wedding gift), the man was old, white-haired, and stooped. Now here he was again, looking as strong as he had the day Stacey burst out of the manor to greet the raiding Dragon Warriors.
“What’s going on?” Stacey groaned, his whole body afire. His groin, particularly, ached, and throbbed. He smelled blood, and he vomited, retching, pouring out his entire insides in a gout of guts and blood and sour bile. “Where’s Maully?”
“It is even as I said,” Varra said, from the doorway. She was smiling, beaming at Stacey.
“Oh damn it, damn it all, I knew it,” Six grunted, shaking his big, shaggy head. “As soon as she pulled up stakes and fled the Great House, I knew she had pulled some such trick! She meshed him, didn’t she?”
“Yes, even so,” Varra said. “But remember, Husband, it is how I bonded with thee. I caught hold of you, and you never let me go!”
Despite himself, Six smiled up at his wife. There was no denying that, he had never been sorry for the soul mesh he shared with Varrashallaine, his wife. It’s true, their lives were very different from the dream they dreamed, but he could never wish for anything other than this woman, and their life together.
“What’s going on?” Stacey demanded. He felt like he was being pulled apart and put back together in all the wrong ways. Someone had put his head where his belly should go, and mixed up his arms with his legs. His lungs seemed to be strapped to his back. “Where’s my wife, where’s Maully?”
“Seven was called away,” Six said. “And apparently Maulgraul slipped in as soon as the way was clear, and she meshed you. I’m sorry, Stacey, but in the long run, you won’t be sorry. But Maulgraul left in the middle of the night, apparently right after draining you.”
“Draining me,” Stacey groaned, “what’s that supposed to mean?”
“I mean you won’t be able to walk for a week. You’ve just had the most intense lovemaking you will ever experience, even if you live to be a hundred years old, and I mean a hundred years old with all bionic parts!”
Stacey didn’t like the way Six was chuckling, like this was all some kind of joke. Damn it all, his wife couldn’t just leave him like that, fleeing in the night!
“My sister, the Lady Maulgraul, has chosen you, Pugilist. She knew you the moment she first saw you. She has been waiting for you her entire life,” Varra said, and Stacey noticed the woman was no longer on death’s door, she looked hale, and gorgeous, and sparkling with life.
“For better or worse, till death do you part,” concluded Six.
“And she...left? Where did she go?” Stacey demanded, trying to sit up. Six pushed him back down upon the bed.
“Back to our lands, to the palace, hundreds of leagues away,” Varra said, eyes sparkling.
“I’m going after her,” Stacey said, and began to sit up again, but again Six pushed him down, and they struggled, and Six laughed out loud.
“I told you, Husband,” Varra said. “They will not be kept apart. Much like you and I.”
“You’re sure a strong thing,” Six said. “I was a dead man, pretty much literally, for an entire week after my soul mesh.”
Varra came forward with a glowing orb or purest light in her hand.
Stacey blinked. It was bright, the thing in her hand, and it took his eyes many moments to adjust before he discerned a glass of bubbling liquid. It looked like liquid light, as the brightness emanated from the pale drink.
“Drink this, but slowly,” Varra said, offering Stacey the glass.
“Yes, slowly,” Six said, licking his lips, looking with a peculiar hunger at the glass in his wife’s hand.
Stacey took the glass, and sipped. His body flooded with fire, good fire, calming, soothing, and it felt as if his muscles actually grew about him, swelling with power, his head clearing for the first time in what seemed years.
“Holy—” Stacey began, in wonder, but then glanced to Varra. “I mean, wow, that’s some good bubbly.”
“White Champagne,” Varra said, proudly. “From far away.”
“Do you think I might—” Six began, reaching for the glass in Stacey’s hand.
“Husband!” Varra chided. “We’ve talked about this. It is not for you.”
Stacey sipped more of the delicious nectar, and his vision improved, all the aches in his body diminished, and he felt a new sense of purpose flood his soul. He was off to chase down his wife—they had been separated too long. He needed her. He needed to touch her. He ached for her.
“Calm down, you besotted Wolf, you’re getting a boner,” Six snapped.
Stacey blinked at him, drawing the covers close about him, and then burst into laughter.
“I’m married, I can’t believe it!” he snorted. “It’s like the High Vale version of Las Vegas.”
“Las Vegas,” Six breathed, savoring the name with wonder. “That place was destroyed by a nuclear bomb, years ago. And then there was the Great Earthquake, and then the volcano. And the plagues. And then—”
“—really?” Stacey interrupted, unconcerned, sipping at the White Champagne. “Must have been the wrath of God.”
Six recollected. “Right, that’s right, it was long after your time, Stacey my good man.”
“Hey,” Stacey said, looking queerly at Six, “do you remember, when we were old men? At the marriage?”
Six looked thunderstruck. “Yes! My boy, Vicenti! And your daughter, Shalwaian!”
He was looking about himself, as if he expected the happy couple to come strolling in, the grandkids giggling and laughing about them.
Stacey hunched in the covers, finishing the last of the White Champagne. Despite the wondrous feelings of strength and vitality flooding him, he felt very sad, remembering his old age, and death, and his sad Queen Maulgraul, hovering over his tomb. Such a life, such a life, such a life.
“That was all real, wasn’t it?” he breathed, tears forming at the corners of his eyes.
“I remember all of that, too,” Varra said, wiping at her own eyes. “I died in childbirth.”
“We all remember it. That’s the magic of a soul mesh, it shows you the future,” Six said, sadly.
“A future, not the future,” Varra corrected. “And it allows us to experience the life we might have lived, and should have lived.”
“Kind of like Destiny, only in reverse,” Six said, blinking, lost in his own recollections of a time that had not yet happened, and perhaps never would, at least not exactly as they had once lived it, long ago.
Stacey remembered Dane, his boy, carrying him about the palace. It had always been difficult to separate them. His dear, sweet little boy. Laughing Dane, the kid was always laughing, always smiling, such a good soul. And he remembered when he brought Dane home, pulled upon the litter behind his own horse, the still, quiet Dane, handsome and pale, slain by friendly fire. Dane, the Dragonrider, the first in many generations.
“Well, I’ve got to go,” Stacey said. “Let Jack and the boys know where I’ve gone. Maybe you could pull together a small packet of food and water for me, I’ll be travelling light.”
“I’ll come with you,” Six said.
“No, I had best meet up with my wife, alone,” Stacey replied, climbing out of the bed, holding the blankets about him. He noticed that Varra was withdrawing from the room, very slowly.
“Fare thee well, Brother,” Varra called from the door.
“Fare thee well, Sister,” Stacey replied easily, grinning at her. He looked at Six and Varra, fondly, his in-laws.
And a half hour later Stacey loped easily along the ruts left by Maulgraul’s great carriage, his backpack on his back beneath his great cloak, his shillelagh twirling in his left hand.
He didn’t know if he would ever see them again, Jack, and Joshua, Michael, Six and Varra, and...Seven. He thought of Seven, checking his nose. Sure enough, the tell-tale lump was there, where it broke, right in the middle of the bridge of his schnozzle. What might have been, oh that strange, strange girl, and her schizophrenic ways. There was something about her, that Seven, and he just couldn’t pinpoint exactly what it was, but there definitely was something about her.
He loped tirelessly, swinging the shillelagh like a propeller before him.
What a world, oh what a world—reality, what a concept.



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Sunday, May 22, 2016

Vestigial Surreality: 24: Sentinel

The Sunday SciFi Fantasy Serial, Free Online Fiction, Mystery, Ancestor Simulation, Digital World, Data is Data
episode TWENTY-FOUR

Jack crossed the grounds and easily leapt and caught the top branches of the protective hedge, and within seconds he had scampered and wriggled up and over the top, then maneuvered a few feet down through the thick branches to drop down the few remaining feet to the other side. He knew he was not supposed to cross the hedge, and he knew that he was not supposed to go out seeking adventure on his own. Yes, yes, Six had explained everything, more than once. Jack got it, he wasn’t stupid—okay, he wasn’t that stupid. If Jack wanted to go anywhere, two of the groundsmen would go with him, dudes employed to be...dudes. But that was not exactly Jack’s idea of an adventure, and today what he really wanted to do was get out of the house, get away from literally everyone, and think, and write, and think some more. And maybe write more, just jotting down his thoughts. And okay, yeah, maybe have a little bit of an adventure. He was not intentionally seeking disaster, or mayhem, but sometimes a guy had to get out, just to free up the thinking. Get some fresh air. And heck, this was High Vale.
He had his backpack on his back, packed with a few goodies liberated from the kitchen, his journals, his pens, and he didn’t really need anything else, did he—okay, except for his bow, his quiver full of arrows, and his assorted daggers. And his leather canteen, his bota.
It was early morning, the sun not yet up, and only a few birds were awake and singing their little hearts out. The whole world seemed hushed, the shadows very deep. It was chilly here, prior to the rising of the sun, and Jack was glad that he had borrowed one of the hunting cloaks, choosing one of the lighter items—it did not seem to be made of leather, as almost everything here seemed to be. No, it was dyed canvas, kind of a natural camo, dark and lighter browns, and dark and lighter greens, and heavily oiled, a little stinky, but he liked it because it had a big hood, and with it he would blend in the woods. And it sure was warmer than going it in just his breeches, shirt and vest, and boots.
He hurried through the cultivated grounds outside the hedge, which were only a bit wilder than the cultivated grounds inside the hedge. He ran in a slight crouch, rushing across the open spaces until he made it to the first of the great trees that surrounded the manor grounds. He did not want to trip any alarms or startle any watchmen. The plan was to do this whole thing quietly, slip in, and slip out, and nobody gets hurt. Except he was slipping out, and later back in, whatever, he just did not wish to do it as a tourist, but more like a ninja. He pulled his hood low over his Robin Hood hat and face, and chuckled a bit, imagining himself a ninja. Sure, on the adventurer scale, he was closer to hobbit than ninja.
Inside the forest, he loped into a swift, loose jog, reminding himself to be quiet, and vigilant. He did not wish to go it in his usual runner’s zone, because he would tune everything out, slide into a state of athletic meditation, and he could bumble straight into just about anything out here. No, he needed to stay out of the zone—move fast, gobble some distance, yes—but stay alert.
Of course, staying alert was different than reminding yourself to stay alert, because when you reminded yourself to stay alert you tended to think of the word alert—what a weird word it was—alert—be alert, because the country needs more lerts. And pretty soon you’d jogged a mile, laughing at your own stupid joke, and you had noticed nothing, because words could do that, especially words like alert. And Jack paused, leaning against a tree, probably a mile into his little jog, and he only now suddenly realized had been fully inside his own head, thinking his thoughts, playing with words, noticing nothing. He could barely remember anything he had passed. Trees, lots of trees, and some wicked looking bushes that he instinctively went far around. Some vigilance. Vigil, lance, it was like naming your lance Vigil. Knave, prepare for my lance, his name is Vigil. Or Virgil would be better, Virgilance—nah, people would think it was a typo. Probably better would be Vigil and Ants, which set you up for the standard Vigil Uncle, but Jack realized absolutely nobody would find that kind of thing amusing, except for him, and maybe Stacey.
Warm golden light filtered through the upper foliage of the trees, so the sun was up, but Jack doubted anyone in the manor would yet be up and at ’em. Or at him.
He was moving through a tight valley, that was closing down around him the farther he traveled, the land rising drastically and already the trees about him were not the giants that spread out in the valley below.
Up above him was a tall ridge, he’d actually have to do some climbing to reach it, and he noticed the lone tree jutting up out of this ridge. It was like the last of the big trees from below, only not quite so tall. It looked to be about a hundred feet tall, and fat all the way up, like an inverted Christmas tree, or the tallest bush in the world. The trunk, at its base, jutted up between three or four massive boulders, and the tree was truly massive in girth. From a mile away and below it, Jack judged the tree trunk the size of a house, probably seventy-five feet around, and twenty feet up before any branches began. The separate boulders, stacked and tumbled, were bigger than dump trucks, the really big wide-load kind.
He set off, climbing and crouched over, requiring handholds on slabs of rock and monstrous boulders. The forest continued around this rocky formation, so the normal-guy choice would have been to stick with the forest, it would be much easier going, but Jack liked the look of that tree emerging from the boulders. It was not the kind of thing he had ever seen before. Okay, it was a tourist attraction, and here he was, the Ugly American, struggling up with a sweaty red face, only lacking the gaudy Hawaiian shirt and Panama shorts, and maybe sandals, with tire treads for soles, yes here he was, coming up in the world to take selfies of himself with the Sentinel Tree. Jack the Tourist.
Jack paused near the top of the rocky ledge, and looked down to the forest from where he had emerged ten minutes ago. For a second he thought he saw movement, back in the shadows of the forest. What had made him pause was the sudden sensation that someone was watching him. Someone, or something. Wow, what a ninja he had proved himself. Probably someone had seen him climbing the hedge and was even now monitoring his progress, to ensure a giant spider didn’t wrap him up in webby lingerie. He returned his attention to the climb and scrabbled up the last ten feet, to sprawl on the ledge, full out on his back. He lay there several minutes, just soaking in the full sunshine. From below this climb did not appear that it would prove so strenuous, but he was covered in sweat and out of breath.
He sat up and dangled his legs over the edge of the rock. He pushed his Robin Hood hat back on his head (he hated to admit it, but he had come to love the stupid hat, it fit him perfectly, and kept the sun out of his eyes when he required it to do so). He dug in his backpack and produced his leather bota bag, or canteen, whatever they called these toughened leather bags here. He popped the top and shot a stream of still cool water into his mouth. He had filled the bag from the icy water tap in the kitchen. Next he produced one of the hard sourdough baguettes and ripped into it with his teeth. The bread was tough, and good, its crust thick, but the dough inside soft and somewhat sweet. He alternated between nips of bread and water, looking out over the lower valley. He produced his magical wine bottle and was not surprised to see that it was full—he had not sampled its contents since his first day here in High Vale, or was it his second day? He extracted the cork and tasted the wine. Just a taste. He did not wish to end up crying his eyes out up here on the ledge. He recorked the bottle and replaced it in his backpack.
This vantage point was up on a high hub amidst three small valleys, the larger valley opening below where the Great House was situated a couple of miles away, a medium-sized valley that ended in a massively deep bowl of green and rock (another great tourist attraction, perhaps for an adventure next week), and then this smallest valley with the sentinel tree just a few minutes away if he jogged. The view was vast, and complicated, and breathtaking, and Jack sat enjoying it all, finishing his small baguette. His eyes flicked often to that place in the forest where he might have glimpsed movement. But he never saw anything, or anyone.
He packed up, rolling his borrowed cloak into a small bundle, which he tied onto his handy dandy backpack, and then he was off, now loping into a nice run, the rocky ledge now almost flattening out into a pleasant slope. The rock to his right went up into a bizarre formation, towering, and would be a challenge for even the best rock climbers, requiring all their gear, and a hundred feet to his left there was now a nice cliff, falling away hundreds of feet to the forested valley on that side. His pace was hampered somewhat by steep rises in the rock, but these usually paid off in nice sloping runs on the other side, so he struggled up one side, and then dashed down the next, finding the whole run exhilarating and liberating. He loved to run, and now did so, going flat out. For some time he glanced up at the sentinel tree and it did not seem to be drawing any closer, though it did seem to be growing in size, and now he estimated it to be as tall as some of the great trees in the Great House valley below.
Jack approached a jutting bend in the rocky slope, and on a whim he leapt to the side, placing himself behind the twenty-foot high escarpment, and after a moment, slowing his breathing and settling his heartbeat, he glanced around the rocky barrier. He could see two hundred yards down the rocky slope, and watching, he ensured that nothing was following him. He waited at least two minutes, peeking about the rock every few seconds, keeping his movements all slow, contained, thinking, ninja, yeah Jack, ninja!
Far below, something flashed onto the path. Jack inhaled, barely peeking with one eye. It was large, the shape, and alive, and after a few moments Jack exhaled. It was a big goat, or mountain sheep, probably a ram. After a few moments, the animal impossibly mounted the bizarre rock formation, pelting up with what seemed supernatural grace.
Jack continued his easy lope toward the sentinel tree, concentrating on his feet, and running, and after a few moments he was jolted out of his zone as a rock the size of his head crashed on the ground, just a few feet in front of him. He cried out and leapt to the side, looking up. He didn’t see anyone above him. For a second he feared to see some kind of rock giant up there, up in the twisted rock formations, hurling down deadly rocks and boulders. But apparently it was just a rock that must have chosen that moment to come tumbling down. If Jack had been running just a tad faster, smacko! He would have been dead.
But that was life, wasn’t it? You couldn’t plan for these little dangers, nor prepare for them. It didn’t matter the world, sometimes life just upped and smacked you a good one, or came close to doing so, as in this case. It wouldn’t have helped, if he had two other paid goons with him, it would just have increased the likelihood that one of them would have received a braining. If there were a reason for such things, it must be to force you to stop, pause, and make you reflect. Jack stopped, for a few heart-pounding moments, and reflected, and thought. Chaos lashed out, but chaos missed. Then, shaking his head, grinning, he started his jog again with the tall tree centered as his target.
When he woke this morning, very early in the morning, Joshua’s big lumpy head had been there beside him on the bed, the wet nose up against the back of Jack’s head. That was tough, sneaking Joshua inside every night, because the big guy was just too big for any bedroom. Jack tried to keep Joshua’s head on the other bed, but in his sleep the dog-ram kept moving his big head over, to snuggle his wet nose against Jack’s back. Michael slept peacefully and cozily out of the way, coiled up upon himself on one pillow, and hardly stirred during the entire night, sleeping deeply. Michael was great, it was like having your own warm, living teddy bear, yes, it was really comforting to have Michael sleeping near. Of course, Joshua snored, and it sounded like a dragon suffering an asthma attack.
They’d had these sleeping arrangements for the past week, and Jack was not sleeping well, not well at all. It had been Jack’s idea to sneak Joshua in each night, because he knew that Joshua was extremely social, and didn’t like being alone, and Jack didn’t like the idea of Joshua sleeping outside, with all the things he knew lurked out there in the dark. He knew it would hurt Joshua’s feelings for him to come up with some other plans—perhaps get him into his own room—Joshua definitely had feelings, but come on, it wouldn’t be any more difficult sharing a bedchamber with a wild and angry bull, and Joshua was much larger than any bull. He probably wasn’t as heavy as a bull, but made up for this dereliction by being much, much louder. And so the plan was to get away today, and if possible, along with writing and thinking, he wanted to catch a nap without a massive nose slobbering against his back.
Finally, Jack saw that he was closer to the sentinel tree, and could now appreciate just how off he’d been earlier, observing the tree and its boulders from a distance. Because the three individual boulders, squared and solitary, were the size of castles, and the tree dwarfed these boulders. It looked as if the tree had burst its way up through the rocky ground, and literally shoved aside the titanic boulders as it grew. But even more, it reminded Jack of lighthouses he had seen, where the builders had somehow moved vast slabs of stone out into the very ocean, and then built their lighthouses upon these artificial foundations that jutted above the sea. It looked unnatural, and dangerous, a precarious way to roost a lighthouse to the very waves, and so too looked this set up, although the tree and its boulders had to be natural, Jack thought, because no force on Earth could move these castle-sized boulders. It was more appropriate to think of the boulders as mountains comprised of solitary stones. But it was odd that the three mountainous boulders looked identical, like bricks, as if a long time in the past there had been a great wall here of same-sized bricks, and this tree had forced its way up between the bricks. If there had been an orderly wall, nothing remained of it now but these three jostled bricks.
Jack slid the bow off his shoulder and hefted it in his left hand. He didn’t feel pressed to nock an arrow, but the intricately carved bow felt comforting in his hand, and it didn’t hurt to be ready, for whatever. There were banks of earth again all about him, with small trees, and mounds of stacked stones. Jack jogged at an easy pace, keeping his eyes in search mode, only glancing at the ground periodically as he moved forward. Although there was more than rock, this area seemed barren, and the mounds of piled stones looked like gravesites.
Funny, he thought, jogging with his bow in his hand, but this seems like another world. From below you couldn’t imagine this shelf of life spreading out hundreds of yards in several directions. Off in the distance he saw what appeared to be ruins, foundations, and the remains of chimneys. People lived up here, a long, long time ago.
Ten minutes later, sweating and out of breath, he made it to the base of the first of the mountainous “bricks.” He was thirsty again, and to tell the truth, somewhat hungry as well, but he wanted to find a path up to the tree before he rested again. He followed the base of the rock face and discovered an old path, well worn, but with gnarled vegetation pushing up through the hardened soil. From the looks of it, no one had been here in a long while.
Up close, his shoulder brushing the stone as he carefully placed each step, nothing seemed artificial. It all seemed natural and ancient. He finally came to a corner where two of the bricks touched high above him, the corners creating a stone ceiling seventy-seven feet up, and there going up between the bricks toward the tree (Jack couldn’t see the tree, in the shadow of the stone bricks) was a massive stairway carved out of what appeared to be another massive stone. The stairway was broad, probably fifty feet across, and sometime in a far-off past, one of the tree’s roots had burst up, cracking the stairway, so that the left half tilted off, and would be dangerous to climb, while the right side had fallen in on itself, and appeared crumbled and more worn than the left side, but still looked useable, if you were careful.
Jack mounted the right side of the stairway, keeping as close to the middle as possible, until he reached the ancient root that looped out of the stone stairway like a sea serpent. It was like a lump of fibrous old wood that had died a thousand years ago, and now stood humped and crumbling ten feet high. The stone about the ancient root looked exploded, and shattered, and sunken in all about the dead part of the tree.
Climbing the stairway, many of the steps crumbling away beneath his boots, he found himself disoriented, with the vast blocks above him set at drunken angles, and the steps themselves canted and tipped, it gave him a giddy, funhouse feel. Moments before, everything seemed natural, and now everything seemed unnatural. Now, well within the crevasse of stone, it was dark, and his imagination suggested looming shapes in the gloom, crazed figures rising up to peer at him. At one point, maybe one hundred steps up (Jack wasn’t counting), the stairway split into a wide fissure, and peering over the edge, Jack could only see what appeared to be a bottomless pit, and his belly felt queasy. He moved back toward the right side of the stairs, and another hundred steps up and there was hardly a crack in the stairway, although the steps still bent and rose and fell drunkenly. But the steps seemed less fragile here, high up above the explosion caused by the root of the tree.
Another hundred steps brought him to the edge of the ceiling created by the canted stone bricks, and he finally came within view of the sentinel tree itself. He came out of darkness into bright, warm sunlight, and the tree was there before him in all its hoary glory, with great cracked bark skin, in patterns thirty-two feet across, with mosaic border cracks sunk several feet in and several feet wide. Up close, the tree looming massive above him, it looked more like artwork than actual tree bark—he felt like a normal everyday ant approaching a normal everyday tree, and felt awed, overwhelmed, and a little sick, looking up at the tree rising above the blocks. Because now the blocks seemed tiny in comparison to the tree, and if he were able to stroll about the circumference of the tree, he would probably walk a full city block.
Just approaching this tree was a confusing tumble of reality, the perspective constantly shifting, the internal measurements flying off the charts, and everything you were figuring suddenly turned inside out.
He stood in a complicated ruin of ancient pillars, fallen, and a few partially standing. There had been some kind of building here, long ago. It was amazing. The whole scene reminded him of pictures of the Parthenon, only further dilapidated (and with no trace of sea, and of course, a giant tree dwarfing everything out in the center); hardly anything remaining to suggest what had originally stood here, long before that root had cracked the staircase.
But the most incredible aspect before him was that there was a massive doorway hollowed out of the trunk of the tree. The doorway must measure thirty-two feet high by seventy feet wide, and there had obviously been a double-door set therein, long ago, because a massive hinge hung at the far left side, with what looked like a tree trunk dangling from one last iron screw. The top of the hollow was blackened by fire, going up at least thirty feet. Looking over the edge Jack could only see tree trunk, going down, hundreds of feet, into deep darkness.
A bridge stretched across the chasm between the stone and the tree, probably fifty feet across the distance, and then abruptly ended in a ruin of stone and rough-splintered woodwork. There was a gap of about ten feet or more to the remaining portion of the bridge on the tree-side of the abyss, and there wasn’t much bridge at all on that side.
He walked out onto the bridge. This was no thin Indiana Jones suspension bridge, with creaking boards tied to fraying rope by string, this was some ancient ruin that had stood here unchanging for thousands of years. If he jumped up and down, the bridge would hardly notice his weight. The beams set into the stone framework were four feet wide, and probably four or more feet deep, and thirty feet across, and the stonework was probably the same stone in which the staircase was carved. Jack could drive a VW microbus onto this bridge and not worry about the weight even making the bridge creak, let alone collapse.
Still, he was a little bit terrified, strolling alone in this vast, silent stone hall, before this massive tree that would make the biggest sequoia seem a stalk of bamboo. He went to the very edge where the bridge had been shattered away. He stomped his boot. It was solid, no worries there. But that gap between him and the other side. Yeah, that was worrisome. Given a little time and effort, and he could slide a log out over that ten-foot gap (over a bottomless pit). But he had seen no such logs lying about as a handy solution to this predicament. This was not a puzzle in a game.
Jack grinned. Maybe it was, just that—a puzzle in a game. Although none of this seemed like that, as if he were playing a quest in an adventure game.
He stripped off his pack and swinging it underhand, he practiced a few times, and finally released the pack and was satisfied when it easily cleared the ten-foot gap and slid across the other side of the bridge, neatly, almost as if he were bowling. The backpack came to rest just on the other side of that part of the bridge—up close like this, he could determine that there was only about ten feet of bridge on that side of the gap, with the ten feet of empty space between it and Jack, on this side.
He paused for a moment, considering his bow, and quiver. He didn’t like the idea of tossing them across, but then again he was more attached to his backpack than his weapon, but the loss of either would be a tragedy. So he practiced a few times and then sent the bow across, to neatly slide into and stop against his backpack. Then he repeated the trick again with his quiver, and made another perfect toss. High dexterity guy, that’s me, Jack laughed.
Now unencumbered, he could make the leap, easily. That was his theory, anyway. He did things like this in the real world, all the time, including walking a distance of thirty feet at a double-decker shopping mall, tightrope walking the bannister with a twenty foot fall on one side (hey, George Alaska had dared him to make the walk, and Jack did it, hardly sparing a thought). He had considered taking up Parkour, but it had struck him as a little too hipster (was athletic hipster even a thing?).
Jack moved back thirty feet along the bridge, and looked at the gap. Okay, he better practice this a little bit, and so he made a loping dash toward the fall and drew up short, a few feet from the edge. Yes, he could certainly do this, no problem. He trotted back thirty feet, turned, took a few calming breaths, and then without second-guessing himself he charged at the gap, clearing his mind, picking up enough speed so that he could not change his mind, and when he got to the very edge he jumped, with all his might, soaring across the expanse, and came down lightly with a foot to spare.
He burst into laughter and then snagged his foot on his quiver and tumbled end over end, right over his bow and backpack, and then shakily, cursing himself an idiot, he shakily climbed to his feet and collected his things. Well, in reconsidering, it had probably only been a nine-foot leap. He piled his stuff well off the bridge and then strode back out onto this side of the bridge, looking over the edge, and seeing the vast distance beneath him, he suddenly vomited, surprising himself, and stood watching, hands on knees as his snack from earlier now plummeted the depths into darkness below. Again, he had vomited into the face of the abyss.
Stare at that stuff, Abyss. He stood, wiping his mouth. Then, to reassure himself that he was not a complete idiot, he jumped up and down several times, testing this side of the bridge.
Solid, as a rock. Yep, no danger here. In another thousand years a family of grizzly bears could have a cook-out right here, on this spot. Completely solid, yes sir! He turned his back on the Abyss.
As he strolled to collect his belongings, he heard a crumbling sound behind him, and whirled, his heart jolting in his breast. He watched, with wide eyes, as this side of the bridge fell away—just vanished, like a magic trick—crumbling almost silently into the Abyss. Jack gawked as the last bit of bridge on this side fell away. Then he heard the smack and crash of the stone and wood crashing together, erupting into the volume of an explosion, far away, the mass of bridgework thundering into the immense expanse of the sentinel tree, far below. The crashing and smashing seemed to go on and on, even as the sounds faded further and further into nothingness.
It sounded as if the Abyss were laughing back up at him.
Vomit on me? Little turd! I don’t forget, not ever.
Then, from high above, Jack heard the tinkle of laughter. He looked up, shading his eyes. He could see many knotholes that served as windows, or portals, and from one of these he saw locks of golden hair receding even as he glimpsed them.
There was a little girl up there, inside the tree!
He untied his cloak. He felt suddenly chilled. He didn’t know what was creepier, the Abyss chuckling up at him, or the little girl above, laughing down at him.
Oh well, soldier on, Laddie, Just soldier on.
Jack slipped into his backpack, and armed himself, nocking an arrow, and entered the Sentinel.


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